For Emily...

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This is for Emily. She's going to redecorate her room so she asked me what my walls look like. I'm showig her on this.






















Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :)

Time Well Spent.....

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YEW Best past few days EVERRRRRRR.



Monday: Went into town with a group of friends which was EXCELLENT. See, Hannah, a friend who moved away a few weeks ago was back in town for the holidays so we were all trying to spend as much time with her as possible.
So in town, we headed down to the beach. Not to go swimming though... it was toooo cold.
I took a video of our walk to the beach. Enjoy it here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dr852wYWGxk Yayyyyyy.
Shown in video: Hannah, Jess, Kathryn, Casey, Kirralee, Blake and Me.
Anyway, then we had hot chips for lunch and walked into the other part of our lil' town to the cinema to watch The Hangover and then Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
It was a four kilometres walk so we stopped at Jess's house on the way. We played her Wii, had a drink, messed around, checked out an owl she saved on the side of the road... the usual. :P
Then we left and walked to the cinema. Waited a while, played pool, talked, bought our food and tickets and then watched the movie.
IT WAS FANTASTIC.
One of the funniest movies I've seen in ages. I recommend it to everyone. It was the best.
So that movie ended, Casey left, Ryan turned up and we watched The Half Blood Prince.
BEST. HARRY POTTER. YET. It was amazing! Everyone's acting was brilliant (Especially Tom Felton's... :P AKA Draco Malfoy)
It was so good. I loved it so much.

And then i went home and looked up Tom Felton on the internet cause I am in love with that man. :P And then I found out... He can SING and play GUITAR. He's amazing.
Check it out:
www.feltbeats.com
And
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ys37GGhR_8
So yeah. :) Love that man haha.





Tuesday: Eloise came over to watch the 6th Hrry Potter movie.
The bus was dropping her off at the bus stop mnear my house at 8:45am... I woke up at 8am. So then i rushed around trying to have breakfast, a shower and get ready in time and ran out my front door.
I rang eloise on my mobile just as she was about to ring my house on a payphone. So we talked and then met up halfway to my house. :D
And thennnnnn we chilled out at my house then went to the movieeeeeeeeeee. We watched the movie and it was just as good the second time as it was first.
Eloise LOVED it. But she thinks my love of Draco Malfoy/ Tom Felton is gross. Mainly my liking of Draco Malfoy because he's a 'gross litte wimp.' So yeah.
Then we CHILLAXED at Bilo until it was time for Eloise to catch the bus home.

Then I went home, recorded a song that took ages cause I kept stuffing up and getting frustrated, then I spent two hours busily trying to organise the events of Wednesday.... TENPIN BOWLING.... While getting pizza from the pizza shop and doing alot of difficult things. And then finally it was ORGANISED and I did the usual... chillaxed on the computer. :P





Wednesday: TENPIN BOWLINGGGGGGG (It was my first time)

I woke up, had a shower, got ready, etc. Then Kathryn and her mum came and picked me up in their car. Then we picked up casey. Then we drove to Graftoooooon. (About an hours drive.) Whilst listening to Lily Allen music and stuff.
We got lost on the way to the bowling place (Terrible street signs, a bad GPS system, etc. Many causes) And then finally we MADE ITTTTTT.
I was very very excited by this time.
So then we waited for Hannah and Jessica to turn up and then they did. I took some pictures of us outside the bowling place (Which looked like a bit of a hole):



And then we went insiddddddde.
The cost was going to be $12.50 each for two games, but the guy said that if we paid an extra $3 each, we got two large pizzas, a big bowl of chips, 2 garlic breads and a can of drink each, so we took the deal. XD He gave us each a pair of bowling shoes and told us to go to lane seven.
So we put on our BOWLING SHOES:



And then got our bowling balls ready:



And then we PLAYED.
I was up first, which was a bit of a problem because I had never played before. So everyone told me hat to do and then I stepped forward, slipped around a bit (The ground is ridiculously slippery) and then... I bowled....


...And I failed. :P And then I bowled again and failed again. And then everyone had their turns, and I failed again. In the first game, Kathryn won and I lost. I had 31 and Kathryn had 65 or something. Second game I was last with 61. Near the end of the second game, the food came. And then we paid $4 each and got another game and in that game I got 63 and came second last pretty much.

And then Kathryns mum came. :(

So we all took off our bowling shoes, gave them to the man and Casey, Kathryn and I waited outside with Kathryn's mum drove Hannah and Jess to the busstop. Then she came back and picked us up.

We looked around the shops for half an hour while Kathryn's mum did her own thing. Only I bought something - A vintage-looking red beaded braclet thing from Diva for $5. XD Yay. Then we drove home listening to CDs.

Unfortunately, Casey and I have very different music tastes, so we went through about 6 CDs in the 50 minute car trip. :P So then we dropped Casey off and then I got dropped off.

Thennnn I recorded another song for a while and just messed around with my guitarrrrr. Dad said I can get guitar lessons. XD I'm excited. :D


Thursday: And finally... today.

WELL... me and Kathryn went on a SUPER BIG WALK. XD
Kathryn got to my house at 11am, then we went to the shop for dad, came back with the pack of muffins he wanted, packed a muffin each in our bags and then left. We had a bottle of water each and I had my camera and phone and little music player with it's own little sterio so we could listen to music while we walked. I mainly forced Kathryn to listen to Tom Felton the whole time. :P

So we walked to the bakery, got a sausage roll each and I got this cream/caramel/custard bun thing and Kathryn got a caramel tart. Then we walked down to this place where there's water and sand and grass. We ate our sausage rolls on-the-go and when we got there we sat down on the grass under a really nice tree looking out at the water with our cool people music playing and while eating of cream/caramel/custard bun thing and our caramel tart. XD
Then we walked down over the sand and across this big patch of mud that didnt look deep but actually WAS and we get sinking and I get getting stuck. When I finally got stuck so bad that i couldn't even move anymore, I took my skate shoes off and when I tried to pick them up off the ground... it was a big struggle.
Then we finally made it out of the mud our shoes were disgusting! So we washed them in the ocean which took a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong time and then we picked them up and kept walking along the sand. It was a deserterted beach that turned into an island at high tide.

And then we came across a random dead tree and I was like OMG LETS TAKE A PICTURE so we did:

Hooray!

And then we kept walkng and we had to walk across about 200 metres of muddy, crab-hole invested land, and then we got to... SAFE GROUND.
Which was good :P
Then we washed our feet at a tap and walked to Kathryn's house, then we stopped there for a few mintues, put our shoes back on and continued on our walk. We went to the park. I swung on the swing and Kathryn laid down on the bridge. Then we swapped places. XD

Then we kept going.

We walked through another park and I found some berries on a tree. So i picked one and told Kathryn I was going to test to see if it was poisoness.

The way to do this is to rub/chrush the berry onto your wrist/inner elbow. If you get a rash or it hurts after 8 hours, stop testing it. If it doesn't then continue testing it.
Hold a crushed berry to your lips for 3 minutes. If there is no reaction, continue to next step.
Chew plant and hold in your mouth for 15 minutes. Don't swallow. If there's no reaction, continue.
Swallow a SMALL portion of the plant. Wait 8 hours. If you feel sick, make yourslef throw up. If you feel okay, continue to next step.
Eat a bit more and after 8 hours if there is still no reaction you can try eating the whole thing. :D
I only got up to step one.

So then we went to the fish and chip shop and got a large slushie each. And thennnn we went to the lake. We sat down and ate our muffins, which were now so crushed that they were just muffin crumbs and we fed some to the fish in the lake.

And then we walked around the other way of the lake and I went home and Kathryn went home.

By this time is was 4pm so we had been out for 5 hours. XD
Haha.
And then I saw our new MASSIVE TV. Well it's not that big.It's probably the size of most people's, but it's bigger than our old one, (Which was about 8 years old) and it's a FLATSCREEN and it's so cool and I love it. XD And yeah.. here I am. :D So... YAY.

Tell me what you think of my singing please :P It's shit... and I stuffed up alot but I only had one try cause the camera died straight after lol.

Wooooooo!

And, finally, some lyrics that I'm feeling the vibe of today:

And I was woken by the thought in my head
"Time to see the world
And get up out of this bed."
With feet to walk with and a little time to kill
I grab my guitar so I can go and chill.
At Box Hill, Cardish, I will, won't stop till I fall asleep
I'll take my time and relax in the sun,
Because I heard time flies when you're havin' fun.

And I've no idea where that day gone when
Yet I know that it's time well spent
And I've no idea where that day gone when
Yet I know that it's time well spent

Time Well Spent - Feltbeats (Tom Felton :P)

HOORAY

Oh, and only 3 days of the holidays left. :( Oh well. :P

They've gone so fast. But... I know it was time well spent. Ha!

Lil' Boys nd Lil' Girls

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It's the...... FIRST DAY OF THE WINTER HOLIDAYS. Hooray!!

I had forgotten how much I love the holidays.

But before I tell you about today, I want to take you back to two days ago.

Well, it was a Thursday afternoon. I was on the bus talking to Claire on the way home. Now, Claire is the most outgoing person I know. She could stand up in front of the entire school and say ANYTHING she wanted. ANYTHING. She could walk up to the Queen and have a conversation with her about anything she wanted.
I want to be like that so bad. I want to be outgoing and not shy at ALL.
So I said to Claire:
Me: "Claire... you're so outgoing. You could stand up in front of anyone and say anything you wanted and not even be a little bit nervous."
Claire: ...Yep!
Me: "How??"
Claire: "Well, after year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these people ever again."
Me: "Huh?"
Claire: "After year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these peopple ever again. And even if I do, they're going to die eventually. Just like me. They're not going to remember me. I'm never going to see them. Why should I care what they think of me or say to me?"
Me: "... Oh my god."
Claire: "What?"
Me: "YOU'RE RIGHT!"

And that jsut made my day. She was right. I'm never going to have to see any of these people again. Why should I care? The only thing that matters is that I'm having fun!

So then YESTERDAY... I lived by this rule and it was excellent.

I cant be bothered writing down everything I did, but I talking like man all through English, held up a sign that said; 'Hey' to a construction worker, span around in lots and lots of circles until I fell over, bounced a stick on the ground, played loud music in class, told a guy I like him and danced in the middle of the quad.
It was hell fun.
More about telling the guy I like him... well, this guy's name is Jarryd. I do like him, and yesterday afternoon my friend told him on msn that i like him. Well, technically he guessed.
Darbi: One of my friends like you.
Jarryd: Who????
Darbi: Guess.
Jarryd: Is she emo?
Darbi: Ish.
Jarryd: Amber??
Jarryd: I have to go.
*Jarryd signs out*
Their next conversation:
Jarryd: Is it Amber?
Darbi: Ummmmmmmmm uhuh.
*Jarryd signs out.*

And now, that left me wondering;
Why would he ask the emo thing first?
Our of all the questions you can possibly ask, why would you ask that before anything else? He only knows one emoish person- me! Which means he MUST have had me in mind when he asked the emo question.
Which means;
1. Someone told him I like him.
2. I've been making it too obvious that I like him.
3: He likes me back.
I'm not sure which one of them is correct. The most probable one seems to be 3, because not many people know that I like him and I haven't really been making it THAT obvious....

Anyway, about my day today;
I woke up at 9.30am. (One of the reasons I love the holidays.)
I had breakfast, then had a SHOWER. I never get to have showers in the mornings on school days.
Then I got ready and went to the MOVIES to see the Hannah Montana Movie. It was surprisingly very good. I liked it. xD I saw it with Kiah and Tiarne which was pretty cool.
Then I got home and went for a bikeride. It took me about twenty minutes to pump up my tires first though. So I rode down to the lake and tried to find a nice spot to sit down, but everywhere that looked comfortable was wet. So THEN I rode down to the park and sat on the swing and read my book. It was fun, but then I started to get cold so I rode home.
THEN I played the guitar for a while. Then I played the drums. And then i started writing drop the dagger and then i got distracted and started writing a blog.

Ily holidays. :)



Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd here's some lyrics I want to share. It's called, Lil' Boys and Lil' Girls:

Little girls are swaying,
The birds sound so alive.
Nobody’s hearts are breaking,
Into the ocean I dive.
Too deep for my own benefit,
But it feels so damn good.
Drowning in your every move,
Feeling understood.

Jumping to the beat,
Feeling my heart pump.
Everyone’s just floating,
They’ve all taken a jump.

Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.

Little boys are beaming,
The sun’s shining on their face.
Close your eyes and count to ten,
We can go any place.
Who needs everyone,
When I’ve got you by my side.
Let’s do some crazy things,
Before we’re taken in with the tide.

Jumping to the beat,
With the electricity.
Everyone’s just flying,
Enjoying simplicity.

Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.

Yeah, this pure magic.
This is pure magic.

Because today’s the day of lovers.
And the cold touches my skin.
But I know you’ll be there,
To stop me from falling in.

Yeah,
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.

SIMS 3! SIMS 3! SIMS 3!

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THE SIMS 3 CAME IN THE MAIL YESTERDAY AND I PLAYED IT YESTERDAY AND IT'S SO DAMN FUCKING AESSOME OMG OMG OMG EVERYONE SHOULD BUY SIMS 3 BECAUSE OF IT'S EPICNESS.

I'm about to go play it now actually but I had a sudden urge to write a blog. I've been having a lot of sudden urges today. Example: I had a sudden urge to get my bus pass out of my bag. Don't know why, but I followed my sudden urge :D (As you can see, I'm very proud of myself.)

Annnd yeha. (That was not a typo. I meant to say yeha.)

Me and Rrrrryyyaaannnnn aren't going out anyore. ^_^ I kinda like someone else. Okay, two other people. And one of them's a really good friend of mine. And it's really bad but I don't really like him at all much. I think I like the THOUGHT of liking him. Annnddd.... there's also another guy I kinda like but I'm not sure about. Technically I only like 2 guy, I'm just very confused is all.... :S

ANYWAYS I'm gonna go play Sims 3 now. CIAO xD

Long.Weekend

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Hooooorraaayyyy for three day weekendssssss XD
Why are we having a three day weekend? Queen's birhtday XD So Monday is a pubic holiday.
WHY is Australia celebrating the Queen's birthday? Because, tehcnically, The Queen Of England is still in charge of our country. We are a Commonwealth. XD
Why are we celebrating the quen's birthay when it's not the queens birthday? Fucked.If.I.Know.

XD

So... I have 2 assingments to do. *Drops dead.* =D

I have to write a picture book which is going to take AGES and I have to do this stupid, boring Science assignment.


Anyway, today I went tooooo....... the movies. *Shock*
I saw Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past with Kathryn. =] It was pretty good.


Also... IlikeRyan. =] I do. And i mght not want to admit it, but it's true. So... hooray? Hahaha. Ella told me. She said, i'd like him in time. And she was right.

I'm in a really goooood mood.

Da da da da da da da da da da.



SHUT ME UP - MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE

Listen or die. =D

-- With the bass, the rock, the mic, the trouble, I like my coffee black just like my metal. And I can't wait for you to knock me up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXIO4-pLKwg&feature=related

Three Cheers Babyyyyy.

Got a book from the library. The entire Watchmen comic series in a full book. Holyyy shit so much better than the movie.

Teaparties on Mars

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You remember yesterday? The day before today? The day I posted the last blog? The day I was absolutely and completely out of it?

WELL I'M STILL LIKE THAT. And I'm fucking loving it.

This. Is. Freedom.

Everything's different. Everything's new and interesting. Everything is amaznig and nothing is impossible. Everything is... SWEET.

I LOVE this. Today I did things I without thinking about them. I acted just with pure and straight-forward 'let's-do-this' thoughts. There were no explanations. No consequences. I wanted something. I did it. And I had fun while I did it. And ore importantly, I DIDN'T CARE. I didn't mind what people thought, all I knew was that I was doing what I wanted to do, and people were joining in and laughing and doing things that they wouldn't normally do.

Interesting parts of my day:

On the bus this morning we were driving down this real quiet country road and there was this dead possum on the middle of the road. It wasn't covered in blood or anything, but i said (Rather loudly) "Awww!! Kathryn look at that dead possum! Isn't it cute!?"
*Everyone near me stares in shock/weirded-out-ness*
Me: "Oh... but... it would be cuter if... if it wasn't dead..."

Also on the bus, the little primary school kids got on t he bus and sat about 2 seats in front of Kathryn and I. The littlest kindegartoner is SO FUCKING CUTE AND SMALL. I said to Kathryn: "Awww!!! The're all so CUTE!! I just want to steal one and keep it in my basement forever!!!"
*Little kids all stare at me in fear and move forward on their seats to be further away from me.*

Hmmm.... I ended up saying yes to that guy. I figured out that I haven't had a PROPER boyfriend for a very long time. I'm not used to it. I never realized how much I depended on freedom before. Just, this morning at school before clss, I was with him. I was with him for the whooollleee 45 minutes. Normally I'd go around to everyone. Talk to kiah and her crew, Claire and them, my crew, Ella, Justin etc.EVERYONE. And now I just... can't. And I'm used to doing whatever I feel like. If I want to dance I can dance. But with someone there holding my hand, I just... CAN'T. It's just weird, you know? I've never realized b efore how much I... move. I cant stay n the same spot for too long. If I do I get restless. And tired. And bored. I can't be restricted, and that's what I felt was happening.
It's funny. I never realized. I never knew how free I was and how much I relly loved being able to do whatever I wanted to. I never even noticed. It never even crossed my mind.
Maybe tomorrow will be different. I could just drag him round with me. :D

Then in photography we were watching some lame video for the entire double period. I was feeling 'doomy somehow'. I was just...thinking. I was acting a bit odd, to be honest. I was wrapped up in everything and nothing else was gettnig through.
And then I thought: THIS ISN'T ME. This isn't the person I was last night. The person who was FREE and HAPPY and DIFFERENT. The person who's sanity was off having a tea party on Mars. So then I decided to write some more commandments.

- Thou shall have more get-up and go than a hatful of Pokers.
- Thou shall lose thy sanity daily.
- Thou shall never listen.
- Thou shall never know what thou is talking about.
- Thou shall always exagerate.
- Thou shall get 'good' ideas.
- Thou shall worship thy leprechauns.
- Thou shall always be hungry.
- Thou shall get angry easily.
- Thou shall not worn others of danger.
- Thou shall love thy wifesy-hifesy husband. (Inside joke.)
- Thou shall only find something when thou is not looking.
- Thou shall enjoy rude jokes.

I stopped after that cause Claire wanted me to play 'Categories' with her. I was considerably less 'doomy' then. XD

So then we had assembly which was BORING as ALLLWWWAAAYYYYSSS. Assembly is one of the reasons that Tuesday is one of my least favourite days of the week.

Anywayy... since it flooded a few days ago our area is covered in mud and it's all closed off so we have to sit in this kinda small area (All 50 of us or whatever) and yeah.
Bronte got a pencil and held it up and I karate-chopped it and it snapped in half. *Is pleased.*

Hmmm... then I had science. Bronte and I went to the wrnog room (As Bronte and I do.) We were in the computer room. I did some crazy shiz there. Hehehehehehe.
Then I had computers and then it was... *Drumroll* lunch.

Lots of kooky stuff happened at lunch. I pulled a power cord out of a barrel, I had a 'punch-up' with Bronte, I told many stories to people, I tired to squeeze through a thin gap, I had an apple and I did sme other stuff.

Hmm... then I had History and Maths. MATHS TEST *Punches self.*

And then SCHOOL WAS OVA BRAHHHHH

Which meant I saw him again. But it wasn't as bad. It was freezing so I had someone to keep me warm. :D And then he left (On his bus) Annnndddd I looked for my wallet so I unloaded these boks we had to read for English to look for them. Then Jack stole them and gave t hem to these little year 8 people. I got one back. And then I couldn't fnid the other.
Adn then I found it with the back cover and a few other pages ripped off sitting in a puddle of water.
Ms Kaniry (My english teacher) is NOT someone you want to mess with. I am very scared. What if she tries to stab me? I wouldn't put it past her. She got so angry last year that she thew a fucking laptop out the window.
So then Kahryn and Jess came up with a plan. We would give it in to Lost and Found and tell them we found it on the ground. First (luckily) we searched through the book and it said Eloise's name in it. So we ripped out that page and went abd gave the book to lost and found.
Hopefully Ms Kaniry will never ever ever get a hold of it. xD

Anywayy on the bus that afternoon the little kids were throwing round this paper aeroplane and it landed near me so I (tyring to be cool) Threw it at them and it almost hit the us driver. :|
But at least it soared. The little kid threw it and it landed about half a metre in front of him. Epic fail.

Well... Kathryn and I had a discussion on the bus.
I pulled out my uneten sandwich and it had a big, flat bit in the middle of it. It looked a bit weird, but I started to eat the sandwich.
I said to Kathryn: Actually...this is quite scrumptious.
And kathryn was like: :)
And then I said: Just like my scrotom.
And she burst into laughter after giving me a wtf/confused/sad look. And then she said: You always find a way to ruin everything reaonsably normal you say.
Me: Huh? *Takes bite of sandwich.*
Kathryn: Everytime you say something, you just have to make it weird.
Me: ...
Kathryn: Example; 'This sandiwch is scrumptious.' THAT would have been pretty normal. And then you jsut have to add on; "Like my scrotom."
Me: Yeh. It wouldn't have been funny without the scrotom part.
Kathryn: I know. But just... why do you do it?
Me: Cause it's as fun as fungus.
Kathryn: -_- *In an entertained way.*


Not much else has been happening. I saw some random guy on the way to the video store who catches my bus. I waved at him and said 'hey' and then infomred him that he catches my bus.

I don't think he appreciated it very much.




Still thinking I've lost something I'm never getting back. Still thinking it's the best thing that's ever happened.


I think I'm missing something,
I'm feeling oh so free.
Where has that wall disppeared to?
My ugly barrier of sanity.
I'm feeling oh so different.
Everything is bright.
Nothing seems to make sense,
Someone's turned on the light.
I'm feeling oh so happy,
This life is just like a dream.
Everything is colourful,
Nothing is as it seems.



Out having a tea party on Mars, Amber

LALALALALALALLAAAAA

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Not sure where I am. Not sure how I've been.
Not sure what I'm thinking. Not sure what I've been drinking.
Not sure what you are. Not sure just how far.
Not sure if it's you or me. I think I've lost my sanity.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA.

I've lost it. Whatever 'it' is or was. I'm driving with no steering wheel and it's DAMN GOOD. LALALA

No idea what song I'm listening to, but it's pretty cool. xD

Tis been a while now, has it not?

Mwahaa. Making some comandments. You wanna read them? Here's what I have so far:

1. Thou shall get excited about everthing thou can.
2. Thou shall make up words.
3. Thou shall write as though thou's life depends on it.
4. Thou shall be hungry all the time.
5. Thou shall not care.
6. Thou shall say one thing and mean another.
7. Thou shall wake up every morning swearing to be healthy that day.
8. Thou shall fail every time.
9. Thou shall drive with thou's eyes closed.
10. Thou shall make as many rude jokes as thou can.

WOOFWOOF

Cat or dog? DOGFUCKINGCATROARRR

This guy asked me out today. Ryyyaaannnn. I said maybe, then I weighed up my options.
I ended up thinking that why the fuck shouldn't I go out with him? So I plan on saying yes tomorrow.
This should be interesting.

Now I'm listening to another random song. It's a bit weird.

ROAAAARRRRRR

Little boys and little girls, shouldn't play with fire. Those with wings and magic wands, should never get too tired. Those with brains like yours shouldn't show their teeth, and those with minds like mine shouldn't be let onto the streets.

Well la di da. Best movie in the fucing world is called The Magical Legend of the Leprechauns. Watch it or death.

Make me biatch.

Seems I'm heading off before my head gets too filled up with computer shit. Ta ta ta ta tee tee tee tee tee. Ho ho ho ho. FUCK OFF YOU STUPID BITCH. ...o.O?