OKAY. I have a new website and a writing competition going. :D!
http://itsnameisfreedom.webs.com/09christmascomp.htm
Thats the link to the comp
and
www.itsnameisfreedom.webs.com
thats the link to the site. GO! NOW!
No more DiacolicalScribbles.
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Yeaaaaaaaaah. Just here saying:
I'm making a new blog. If you want to know the name of it, email me on happy_feet_29@hotmail.com...
i'm just amking a new blog cause I feel like a new person lately and I want to leave all the memories of this blog behind. I've been feelingso free lately and I don't want to be tied down by writing on a blog that has my past plastered all over it.
That probably sounds insane but I guess that's me then aye?
One last post from the diabolical scribbler,
Amber.
I'm making a new blog. If you want to know the name of it, email me on happy_feet_29@hotmail.com...
i'm just amking a new blog cause I feel like a new person lately and I want to leave all the memories of this blog behind. I've been feelingso free lately and I don't want to be tied down by writing on a blog that has my past plastered all over it.
That probably sounds insane but I guess that's me then aye?
One last post from the diabolical scribbler,
Amber.
*MAKES PLANE NOISES.*
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Neowwwwwww!
Okayokayokayokayokayokayokay.
I had: A SHOWER OF MYSTICAL QUALITIES AND POWER. and now I'm ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL better. :D
Woooooooooooooooooooooof.
HAH:
Seventy times 7 - Brand New:
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
Like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to.
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
*Headbangs.*
Yeeewwwwwww.
So yeaaaaaaah. *Jumps up and down* I LIKE PRETZELS. *Pulls out banner saying I like pretzels.*
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
By the way: I told ya'll I had CRACKED. Hehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Yays times a billionnnnnnnnnnn.
Okayokayokayokayokayokayokay.
I had: A SHOWER OF MYSTICAL QUALITIES AND POWER. and now I'm ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL better. :D
Woooooooooooooooooooooof.
HAH:
Seventy times 7 - Brand New:
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
Like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to.
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
*Headbangs.*
Yeeewwwwwww.
So yeaaaaaaah. *Jumps up and down* I LIKE PRETZELS. *Pulls out banner saying I like pretzels.*
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
By the way: I told ya'll I had CRACKED. Hehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Yays times a billionnnnnnnnnnn.
Mmph.
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UGH
So many things happening at one. you wouldn't even be able to imagine how I'm feeling right now.
I feel like I'm about to fucking blow up. So many things are rushing through my head. As if I wasn't insane enough before, I've lost it for good.there is not a singe string of sanity in my head at this present moment in time. Not like I can actually THINK about anything right now.
I've come to a stop. A dead end. Everything's just piling higher and higher and trapping me.I have to scream. I have to shout. I have to get out but I want to do so many other things as well.
I want to dance, I want to laugh, I want to shout, I want to punch something, I want to smile, I want to cry, I want to write, I want to throw the fucking computer out of the window, I want to play guitar, I want to tell everyone all of everyone's secrets, I want to keep things to myself, I want to sit down, I want to move, I want to walk, I want to spin in circles, I want to hurt something or somebody, I want to tell someone I miss them and I want to do so much other stuff.
And every fucking time I do one thing, everything else I want to pushes it's way in. I can't do anything. Everything is muddled up. I have no idea what I want, what I have or what I need. I want to lie down and forget everything but I want eveything to sta in my head forever.
You see how fuking contradictive that all is? I'm feeling so many emotions right now that it's stuffing everything up. I can hardly function. I can hardly right this at the moment.
I'm happy, accepting, fearful, surprised, disgusted, ANGRY, sympathetic, helpful, optimistic, loving, disappointed, vulnerable, hyper-active, aggresive, longing, excited, proud, content, relieved, attracted, adoring, hateful, passionate, amused, delighted, glad, euphoric, irritated, aggravated, eager, exhausted, annoyed, ferocious, bitter, loathing, envious, tormented, hopeless, glum, hopeful, miserable, guilty, lonely, defeated, amused, mortified, tense, distressed and many more.
FUCK
It's like mixing every colour in the world together to make an ultimate colour, but I guarentee that it's not pretty. A mushy, brown, dirty colour is what the end result will be.
I don't know how to fix it. FUCK I don't even know if I WANT to fix it.
I know that I've cracked. I'm at the edge about to fall. And hwen these feelings go, I'll be different. Ultimate. I will be, literally, insane. I can see it happening now.
I need HELP but I don't want it ad yt at the same time I DO. And I NEED to jump around but at the same time a part of me equally strong as the other part is telling me NOT TO. Like an internal battle. Everything's pulling away and when the wars over the sun will shine.
So this will probably be the last REASONABLY fuckng SANE post from me you will ever see.
So many things happening at one. you wouldn't even be able to imagine how I'm feeling right now.
I feel like I'm about to fucking blow up. So many things are rushing through my head. As if I wasn't insane enough before, I've lost it for good.there is not a singe string of sanity in my head at this present moment in time. Not like I can actually THINK about anything right now.
I've come to a stop. A dead end. Everything's just piling higher and higher and trapping me.I have to scream. I have to shout. I have to get out but I want to do so many other things as well.
I want to dance, I want to laugh, I want to shout, I want to punch something, I want to smile, I want to cry, I want to write, I want to throw the fucking computer out of the window, I want to play guitar, I want to tell everyone all of everyone's secrets, I want to keep things to myself, I want to sit down, I want to move, I want to walk, I want to spin in circles, I want to hurt something or somebody, I want to tell someone I miss them and I want to do so much other stuff.
And every fucking time I do one thing, everything else I want to pushes it's way in. I can't do anything. Everything is muddled up. I have no idea what I want, what I have or what I need. I want to lie down and forget everything but I want eveything to sta in my head forever.
You see how fuking contradictive that all is? I'm feeling so many emotions right now that it's stuffing everything up. I can hardly function. I can hardly right this at the moment.
I'm happy, accepting, fearful, surprised, disgusted, ANGRY, sympathetic, helpful, optimistic, loving, disappointed, vulnerable, hyper-active, aggresive, longing, excited, proud, content, relieved, attracted, adoring, hateful, passionate, amused, delighted, glad, euphoric, irritated, aggravated, eager, exhausted, annoyed, ferocious, bitter, loathing, envious, tormented, hopeless, glum, hopeful, miserable, guilty, lonely, defeated, amused, mortified, tense, distressed and many more.
FUCK
It's like mixing every colour in the world together to make an ultimate colour, but I guarentee that it's not pretty. A mushy, brown, dirty colour is what the end result will be.
I don't know how to fix it. FUCK I don't even know if I WANT to fix it.
I know that I've cracked. I'm at the edge about to fall. And hwen these feelings go, I'll be different. Ultimate. I will be, literally, insane. I can see it happening now.
I need HELP but I don't want it ad yt at the same time I DO. And I NEED to jump around but at the same time a part of me equally strong as the other part is telling me NOT TO. Like an internal battle. Everything's pulling away and when the wars over the sun will shine.
So this will probably be the last REASONABLY fuckng SANE post from me you will ever see.
For Emily...
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This is for Emily. She's going to redecorate her room so she asked me what my walls look like. I'm showig her on this.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :)
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :)
Time Well Spent.....
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YEW Best past few days EVERRRRRRR.
Monday: Went into town with a group of friends which was EXCELLENT. See, Hannah, a friend who moved away a few weeks ago was back in town for the holidays so we were all trying to spend as much time with her as possible.
So in town, we headed down to the beach. Not to go swimming though... it was toooo cold.
I took a video of our walk to the beach. Enjoy it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dr852wYWGxk Yayyyyyy.
Shown in video: Hannah, Jess, Kathryn, Casey, Kirralee, Blake and Me.
Anyway, then we had hot chips for lunch and walked into the other part of our lil' town to the cinema to watch The Hangover and then Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
It was a four kilometres walk so we stopped at Jess's house on the way. We played her Wii, had a drink, messed around, checked out an owl she saved on the side of the road... the usual. :P
Then we left and walked to the cinema. Waited a while, played pool, talked, bought our food and tickets and then watched the movie.
IT WAS FANTASTIC.
One of the funniest movies I've seen in ages. I recommend it to everyone. It was the best.
So that movie ended, Casey left, Ryan turned up and we watched The Half Blood Prince.
BEST. HARRY POTTER. YET. It was amazing! Everyone's acting was brilliant (Especially Tom Felton's... :P AKA Draco Malfoy)
It was so good. I loved it so much.
And then i went home and looked up Tom Felton on the internet cause I am in love with that man. :P And then I found out... He can SING and play GUITAR. He's amazing.
Check it out:
www.feltbeats.com
And
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ys37GGhR_8
So yeah. :) Love that man haha.
Tuesday: Eloise came over to watch the 6th Hrry Potter movie.
The bus was dropping her off at the bus stop mnear my house at 8:45am... I woke up at 8am. So then i rushed around trying to have breakfast, a shower and get ready in time and ran out my front door.
I rang eloise on my mobile just as she was about to ring my house on a payphone. So we talked and then met up halfway to my house. :D
And thennnnnn we chilled out at my house then went to the movieeeeeeeeeee. We watched the movie and it was just as good the second time as it was first.
Eloise LOVED it. But she thinks my love of Draco Malfoy/ Tom Felton is gross. Mainly my liking of Draco Malfoy because he's a 'gross litte wimp.' So yeah.
Then we CHILLAXED at Bilo until it was time for Eloise to catch the bus home.
Then I went home, recorded a song that took ages cause I kept stuffing up and getting frustrated, then I spent two hours busily trying to organise the events of Wednesday.... TENPIN BOWLING.... While getting pizza from the pizza shop and doing alot of difficult things. And then finally it was ORGANISED and I did the usual... chillaxed on the computer. :P
Wednesday: TENPIN BOWLINGGGGGGG (It was my first time)
I woke up, had a shower, got ready, etc. Then Kathryn and her mum came and picked me up in their car. Then we picked up casey. Then we drove to Graftoooooon. (About an hours drive.) Whilst listening to Lily Allen music and stuff.
We got lost on the way to the bowling place (Terrible street signs, a bad GPS system, etc. Many causes) And then finally we MADE ITTTTTT.
I was very very excited by this time.
So then we waited for Hannah and Jessica to turn up and then they did. I took some pictures of us outside the bowling place (Which looked like a bit of a hole):
And then we went insiddddddde.
The cost was going to be $12.50 each for two games, but the guy said that if we paid an extra $3 each, we got two large pizzas, a big bowl of chips, 2 garlic breads and a can of drink each, so we took the deal. XD He gave us each a pair of bowling shoes and told us to go to lane seven.
So we put on our BOWLING SHOES:
Monday: Went into town with a group of friends which was EXCELLENT. See, Hannah, a friend who moved away a few weeks ago was back in town for the holidays so we were all trying to spend as much time with her as possible.
So in town, we headed down to the beach. Not to go swimming though... it was toooo cold.
I took a video of our walk to the beach. Enjoy it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dr852wYWGxk Yayyyyyy.
Shown in video: Hannah, Jess, Kathryn, Casey, Kirralee, Blake and Me.
Anyway, then we had hot chips for lunch and walked into the other part of our lil' town to the cinema to watch The Hangover and then Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
It was a four kilometres walk so we stopped at Jess's house on the way. We played her Wii, had a drink, messed around, checked out an owl she saved on the side of the road... the usual. :P
Then we left and walked to the cinema. Waited a while, played pool, talked, bought our food and tickets and then watched the movie.
IT WAS FANTASTIC.
One of the funniest movies I've seen in ages. I recommend it to everyone. It was the best.
So that movie ended, Casey left, Ryan turned up and we watched The Half Blood Prince.
BEST. HARRY POTTER. YET. It was amazing! Everyone's acting was brilliant (Especially Tom Felton's... :P AKA Draco Malfoy)
It was so good. I loved it so much.
And then i went home and looked up Tom Felton on the internet cause I am in love with that man. :P And then I found out... He can SING and play GUITAR. He's amazing.
Check it out:
www.feltbeats.com
And
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ys37GGhR_8
So yeah. :) Love that man haha.
Tuesday: Eloise came over to watch the 6th Hrry Potter movie.
The bus was dropping her off at the bus stop mnear my house at 8:45am... I woke up at 8am. So then i rushed around trying to have breakfast, a shower and get ready in time and ran out my front door.
I rang eloise on my mobile just as she was about to ring my house on a payphone. So we talked and then met up halfway to my house. :D
And thennnnnn we chilled out at my house then went to the movieeeeeeeeeee. We watched the movie and it was just as good the second time as it was first.
Eloise LOVED it. But she thinks my love of Draco Malfoy/ Tom Felton is gross. Mainly my liking of Draco Malfoy because he's a 'gross litte wimp.' So yeah.
Then we CHILLAXED at Bilo until it was time for Eloise to catch the bus home.
Then I went home, recorded a song that took ages cause I kept stuffing up and getting frustrated, then I spent two hours busily trying to organise the events of Wednesday.... TENPIN BOWLING.... While getting pizza from the pizza shop and doing alot of difficult things. And then finally it was ORGANISED and I did the usual... chillaxed on the computer. :P
Wednesday: TENPIN BOWLINGGGGGGG (It was my first time)
I woke up, had a shower, got ready, etc. Then Kathryn and her mum came and picked me up in their car. Then we picked up casey. Then we drove to Graftoooooon. (About an hours drive.) Whilst listening to Lily Allen music and stuff.
We got lost on the way to the bowling place (Terrible street signs, a bad GPS system, etc. Many causes) And then finally we MADE ITTTTTT.
I was very very excited by this time.
So then we waited for Hannah and Jessica to turn up and then they did. I took some pictures of us outside the bowling place (Which looked like a bit of a hole):
And then we went insiddddddde.
The cost was going to be $12.50 each for two games, but the guy said that if we paid an extra $3 each, we got two large pizzas, a big bowl of chips, 2 garlic breads and a can of drink each, so we took the deal. XD He gave us each a pair of bowling shoes and told us to go to lane seven.
So we put on our BOWLING SHOES:
And then got our bowling balls ready:
And then we PLAYED.
I was up first, which was a bit of a problem because I had never played before. So everyone told me hat to do and then I stepped forward, slipped around a bit (The ground is ridiculously slippery) and then... I bowled....
...And I failed. :P And then I bowled again and failed again. And then everyone had their turns, and I failed again. In the first game, Kathryn won and I lost. I had 31 and Kathryn had 65 or something. Second game I was last with 61. Near the end of the second game, the food came. And then we paid $4 each and got another game and in that game I got 63 and came second last pretty much.
And then Kathryns mum came. :(
So we all took off our bowling shoes, gave them to the man and Casey, Kathryn and I waited outside with Kathryn's mum drove Hannah and Jess to the busstop. Then she came back and picked us up.
We looked around the shops for half an hour while Kathryn's mum did her own thing. Only I bought something - A vintage-looking red beaded braclet thing from Diva for $5. XD Yay. Then we drove home listening to CDs.
Unfortunately, Casey and I have very different music tastes, so we went through about 6 CDs in the 50 minute car trip. :P So then we dropped Casey off and then I got dropped off.
Thennnn I recorded another song for a while and just messed around with my guitarrrrr. Dad said I can get guitar lessons. XD I'm excited. :D
Thursday: And finally... today.
WELL... me and Kathryn went on a SUPER BIG WALK. XD
Kathryn got to my house at 11am, then we went to the shop for dad, came back with the pack of muffins he wanted, packed a muffin each in our bags and then left. We had a bottle of water each and I had my camera and phone and little music player with it's own little sterio so we could listen to music while we walked. I mainly forced Kathryn to listen to Tom Felton the whole time. :P
So we walked to the bakery, got a sausage roll each and I got this cream/caramel/custard bun thing and Kathryn got a caramel tart. Then we walked down to this place where there's water and sand and grass. We ate our sausage rolls on-the-go and when we got there we sat down on the grass under a really nice tree looking out at the water with our cool people music playing and while eating of cream/caramel/custard bun thing and our caramel tart. XD
Then we walked down over the sand and across this big patch of mud that didnt look deep but actually WAS and we get sinking and I get getting stuck. When I finally got stuck so bad that i couldn't even move anymore, I took my skate shoes off and when I tried to pick them up off the ground... it was a big struggle.
Then we finally made it out of the mud our shoes were disgusting! So we washed them in the ocean which took a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong time and then we picked them up and kept walking along the sand. It was a deserterted beach that turned into an island at high tide.
And then we came across a random dead tree and I was like OMG LETS TAKE A PICTURE so we did:
Hooray!
And then we kept walkng and we had to walk across about 200 metres of muddy, crab-hole invested land, and then we got to... SAFE GROUND.
Which was good :P
Then we washed our feet at a tap and walked to Kathryn's house, then we stopped there for a few mintues, put our shoes back on and continued on our walk. We went to the park. I swung on the swing and Kathryn laid down on the bridge. Then we swapped places. XD
Then we kept going.
We walked through another park and I found some berries on a tree. So i picked one and told Kathryn I was going to test to see if it was poisoness.
The way to do this is to rub/chrush the berry onto your wrist/inner elbow. If you get a rash or it hurts after 8 hours, stop testing it. If it doesn't then continue testing it.
Hold a crushed berry to your lips for 3 minutes. If there is no reaction, continue to next step.
Chew plant and hold in your mouth for 15 minutes. Don't swallow. If there's no reaction, continue.
Swallow a SMALL portion of the plant. Wait 8 hours. If you feel sick, make yourslef throw up. If you feel okay, continue to next step.
Eat a bit more and after 8 hours if there is still no reaction you can try eating the whole thing. :D
I only got up to step one.
So then we went to the fish and chip shop and got a large slushie each. And thennnn we went to the lake. We sat down and ate our muffins, which were now so crushed that they were just muffin crumbs and we fed some to the fish in the lake.
And then we walked around the other way of the lake and I went home and Kathryn went home.
By this time is was 4pm so we had been out for 5 hours. XD
Haha.
And then I saw our new MASSIVE TV. Well it's not that big.It's probably the size of most people's, but it's bigger than our old one, (Which was about 8 years old) and it's a FLATSCREEN and it's so cool and I love it. XD And yeah.. here I am. :D So... YAY.
Tell me what you think of my singing please :P It's shit... and I stuffed up alot but I only had one try cause the camera died straight after lol.
Wooooooo!
And, finally, some lyrics that I'm feeling the vibe of today:
And I was woken by the thought in my head
"Time to see the world
And get up out of this bed."
With feet to walk with and a little time to kill
I grab my guitar so I can go and chill.
At Box Hill, Cardish, I will, won't stop till I fall asleep
I'll take my time and relax in the sun,
Because I heard time flies when you're havin' fun.
And I've no idea where that day gone when
Yet I know that it's time well spent
And I've no idea where that day gone when
Yet I know that it's time well spent
Time Well Spent - Feltbeats (Tom Felton :P)
HOORAY
Oh, and only 3 days of the holidays left. :( Oh well. :P
They've gone so fast. But... I know it was time well spent. Ha!
Lil' Boys nd Lil' Girls
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It's the...... FIRST DAY OF THE WINTER HOLIDAYS. Hooray!!
I had forgotten how much I love the holidays.
But before I tell you about today, I want to take you back to two days ago.
Well, it was a Thursday afternoon. I was on the bus talking to Claire on the way home. Now, Claire is the most outgoing person I know. She could stand up in front of the entire school and say ANYTHING she wanted. ANYTHING. She could walk up to the Queen and have a conversation with her about anything she wanted.
I want to be like that so bad. I want to be outgoing and not shy at ALL.
So I said to Claire:
Me: "Claire... you're so outgoing. You could stand up in front of anyone and say anything you wanted and not even be a little bit nervous."
Claire: ...Yep!
Me: "How??"
Claire: "Well, after year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these people ever again."
Me: "Huh?"
Claire: "After year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these peopple ever again. And even if I do, they're going to die eventually. Just like me. They're not going to remember me. I'm never going to see them. Why should I care what they think of me or say to me?"
Me: "... Oh my god."
Claire: "What?"
Me: "YOU'RE RIGHT!"
And that jsut made my day. She was right. I'm never going to have to see any of these people again. Why should I care? The only thing that matters is that I'm having fun!
So then YESTERDAY... I lived by this rule and it was excellent.
I cant be bothered writing down everything I did, but I talking like man all through English, held up a sign that said; 'Hey' to a construction worker, span around in lots and lots of circles until I fell over, bounced a stick on the ground, played loud music in class, told a guy I like him and danced in the middle of the quad.
It was hell fun.
More about telling the guy I like him... well, this guy's name is Jarryd. I do like him, and yesterday afternoon my friend told him on msn that i like him. Well, technically he guessed.
Darbi: One of my friends like you.
Jarryd: Who????
Darbi: Guess.
Jarryd: Is she emo?
Darbi: Ish.
Jarryd: Amber??
Jarryd: I have to go.
*Jarryd signs out*
Their next conversation:
Jarryd: Is it Amber?
Darbi: Ummmmmmmmm uhuh.
*Jarryd signs out.*
And now, that left me wondering;
Why would he ask the emo thing first?
Our of all the questions you can possibly ask, why would you ask that before anything else? He only knows one emoish person- me! Which means he MUST have had me in mind when he asked the emo question.
Which means;
1. Someone told him I like him.
2. I've been making it too obvious that I like him.
3: He likes me back.
I'm not sure which one of them is correct. The most probable one seems to be 3, because not many people know that I like him and I haven't really been making it THAT obvious....
Anyway, about my day today;
I woke up at 9.30am. (One of the reasons I love the holidays.)
I had breakfast, then had a SHOWER. I never get to have showers in the mornings on school days.
Then I got ready and went to the MOVIES to see the Hannah Montana Movie. It was surprisingly very good. I liked it. xD I saw it with Kiah and Tiarne which was pretty cool.
Then I got home and went for a bikeride. It took me about twenty minutes to pump up my tires first though. So I rode down to the lake and tried to find a nice spot to sit down, but everywhere that looked comfortable was wet. So THEN I rode down to the park and sat on the swing and read my book. It was fun, but then I started to get cold so I rode home.
THEN I played the guitar for a while. Then I played the drums. And then i started writing drop the dagger and then i got distracted and started writing a blog.
Ily holidays. :)
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd here's some lyrics I want to share. It's called, Lil' Boys and Lil' Girls:
Little girls are swaying,
The birds sound so alive.
Nobody’s hearts are breaking,
Into the ocean I dive.
Too deep for my own benefit,
But it feels so damn good.
Drowning in your every move,
Feeling understood.
Jumping to the beat,
Feeling my heart pump.
Everyone’s just floating,
They’ve all taken a jump.
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
Little boys are beaming,
The sun’s shining on their face.
Close your eyes and count to ten,
We can go any place.
Who needs everyone,
When I’ve got you by my side.
Let’s do some crazy things,
Before we’re taken in with the tide.
Jumping to the beat,
With the electricity.
Everyone’s just flying,
Enjoying simplicity.
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
Yeah, this pure magic.
This is pure magic.
Because today’s the day of lovers.
And the cold touches my skin.
But I know you’ll be there,
To stop me from falling in.
Yeah,
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
I had forgotten how much I love the holidays.
But before I tell you about today, I want to take you back to two days ago.
Well, it was a Thursday afternoon. I was on the bus talking to Claire on the way home. Now, Claire is the most outgoing person I know. She could stand up in front of the entire school and say ANYTHING she wanted. ANYTHING. She could walk up to the Queen and have a conversation with her about anything she wanted.
I want to be like that so bad. I want to be outgoing and not shy at ALL.
So I said to Claire:
Me: "Claire... you're so outgoing. You could stand up in front of anyone and say anything you wanted and not even be a little bit nervous."
Claire: ...Yep!
Me: "How??"
Claire: "Well, after year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these people ever again."
Me: "Huh?"
Claire: "After year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these peopple ever again. And even if I do, they're going to die eventually. Just like me. They're not going to remember me. I'm never going to see them. Why should I care what they think of me or say to me?"
Me: "... Oh my god."
Claire: "What?"
Me: "YOU'RE RIGHT!"
And that jsut made my day. She was right. I'm never going to have to see any of these people again. Why should I care? The only thing that matters is that I'm having fun!
So then YESTERDAY... I lived by this rule and it was excellent.
I cant be bothered writing down everything I did, but I talking like man all through English, held up a sign that said; 'Hey' to a construction worker, span around in lots and lots of circles until I fell over, bounced a stick on the ground, played loud music in class, told a guy I like him and danced in the middle of the quad.
It was hell fun.
More about telling the guy I like him... well, this guy's name is Jarryd. I do like him, and yesterday afternoon my friend told him on msn that i like him. Well, technically he guessed.
Darbi: One of my friends like you.
Jarryd: Who????
Darbi: Guess.
Jarryd: Is she emo?
Darbi: Ish.
Jarryd: Amber??
Jarryd: I have to go.
*Jarryd signs out*
Their next conversation:
Jarryd: Is it Amber?
Darbi: Ummmmmmmmm uhuh.
*Jarryd signs out.*
And now, that left me wondering;
Why would he ask the emo thing first?
Our of all the questions you can possibly ask, why would you ask that before anything else? He only knows one emoish person- me! Which means he MUST have had me in mind when he asked the emo question.
Which means;
1. Someone told him I like him.
2. I've been making it too obvious that I like him.
3: He likes me back.
I'm not sure which one of them is correct. The most probable one seems to be 3, because not many people know that I like him and I haven't really been making it THAT obvious....
Anyway, about my day today;
I woke up at 9.30am. (One of the reasons I love the holidays.)
I had breakfast, then had a SHOWER. I never get to have showers in the mornings on school days.
Then I got ready and went to the MOVIES to see the Hannah Montana Movie. It was surprisingly very good. I liked it. xD I saw it with Kiah and Tiarne which was pretty cool.
Then I got home and went for a bikeride. It took me about twenty minutes to pump up my tires first though. So I rode down to the lake and tried to find a nice spot to sit down, but everywhere that looked comfortable was wet. So THEN I rode down to the park and sat on the swing and read my book. It was fun, but then I started to get cold so I rode home.
THEN I played the guitar for a while. Then I played the drums. And then i started writing drop the dagger and then i got distracted and started writing a blog.
Ily holidays. :)
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd here's some lyrics I want to share. It's called, Lil' Boys and Lil' Girls:
Little girls are swaying,
The birds sound so alive.
Nobody’s hearts are breaking,
Into the ocean I dive.
Too deep for my own benefit,
But it feels so damn good.
Drowning in your every move,
Feeling understood.
Jumping to the beat,
Feeling my heart pump.
Everyone’s just floating,
They’ve all taken a jump.
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
Little boys are beaming,
The sun’s shining on their face.
Close your eyes and count to ten,
We can go any place.
Who needs everyone,
When I’ve got you by my side.
Let’s do some crazy things,
Before we’re taken in with the tide.
Jumping to the beat,
With the electricity.
Everyone’s just flying,
Enjoying simplicity.
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
Yeah, this pure magic.
This is pure magic.
Because today’s the day of lovers.
And the cold touches my skin.
But I know you’ll be there,
To stop me from falling in.
Yeah,
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.
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