Lil' Boys nd Lil' Girls

It's the...... FIRST DAY OF THE WINTER HOLIDAYS. Hooray!!

I had forgotten how much I love the holidays.

But before I tell you about today, I want to take you back to two days ago.

Well, it was a Thursday afternoon. I was on the bus talking to Claire on the way home. Now, Claire is the most outgoing person I know. She could stand up in front of the entire school and say ANYTHING she wanted. ANYTHING. She could walk up to the Queen and have a conversation with her about anything she wanted.
I want to be like that so bad. I want to be outgoing and not shy at ALL.
So I said to Claire:
Me: "Claire... you're so outgoing. You could stand up in front of anyone and say anything you wanted and not even be a little bit nervous."
Claire: ...Yep!
Me: "How??"
Claire: "Well, after year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these people ever again."
Me: "Huh?"
Claire: "After year twelve, I'm never going to have to see any of these peopple ever again. And even if I do, they're going to die eventually. Just like me. They're not going to remember me. I'm never going to see them. Why should I care what they think of me or say to me?"
Me: "... Oh my god."
Claire: "What?"
Me: "YOU'RE RIGHT!"

And that jsut made my day. She was right. I'm never going to have to see any of these people again. Why should I care? The only thing that matters is that I'm having fun!

So then YESTERDAY... I lived by this rule and it was excellent.

I cant be bothered writing down everything I did, but I talking like man all through English, held up a sign that said; 'Hey' to a construction worker, span around in lots and lots of circles until I fell over, bounced a stick on the ground, played loud music in class, told a guy I like him and danced in the middle of the quad.
It was hell fun.
More about telling the guy I like him... well, this guy's name is Jarryd. I do like him, and yesterday afternoon my friend told him on msn that i like him. Well, technically he guessed.
Darbi: One of my friends like you.
Jarryd: Who????
Darbi: Guess.
Jarryd: Is she emo?
Darbi: Ish.
Jarryd: Amber??
Jarryd: I have to go.
*Jarryd signs out*
Their next conversation:
Jarryd: Is it Amber?
Darbi: Ummmmmmmmm uhuh.
*Jarryd signs out.*

And now, that left me wondering;
Why would he ask the emo thing first?
Our of all the questions you can possibly ask, why would you ask that before anything else? He only knows one emoish person- me! Which means he MUST have had me in mind when he asked the emo question.
Which means;
1. Someone told him I like him.
2. I've been making it too obvious that I like him.
3: He likes me back.
I'm not sure which one of them is correct. The most probable one seems to be 3, because not many people know that I like him and I haven't really been making it THAT obvious....

Anyway, about my day today;
I woke up at 9.30am. (One of the reasons I love the holidays.)
I had breakfast, then had a SHOWER. I never get to have showers in the mornings on school days.
Then I got ready and went to the MOVIES to see the Hannah Montana Movie. It was surprisingly very good. I liked it. xD I saw it with Kiah and Tiarne which was pretty cool.
Then I got home and went for a bikeride. It took me about twenty minutes to pump up my tires first though. So I rode down to the lake and tried to find a nice spot to sit down, but everywhere that looked comfortable was wet. So THEN I rode down to the park and sat on the swing and read my book. It was fun, but then I started to get cold so I rode home.
THEN I played the guitar for a while. Then I played the drums. And then i started writing drop the dagger and then i got distracted and started writing a blog.

Ily holidays. :)



Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd here's some lyrics I want to share. It's called, Lil' Boys and Lil' Girls:

Little girls are swaying,
The birds sound so alive.
Nobody’s hearts are breaking,
Into the ocean I dive.
Too deep for my own benefit,
But it feels so damn good.
Drowning in your every move,
Feeling understood.

Jumping to the beat,
Feeling my heart pump.
Everyone’s just floating,
They’ve all taken a jump.

Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.

Little boys are beaming,
The sun’s shining on their face.
Close your eyes and count to ten,
We can go any place.
Who needs everyone,
When I’ve got you by my side.
Let’s do some crazy things,
Before we’re taken in with the tide.

Jumping to the beat,
With the electricity.
Everyone’s just flying,
Enjoying simplicity.

Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.

Yeah, this pure magic.
This is pure magic.

Because today’s the day of lovers.
And the cold touches my skin.
But I know you’ll be there,
To stop me from falling in.

Yeah,
Today’s the day of lovers,
The needles prick my skin.
The cold air just eats away,
Everything I believed in.
Everything is possible,
Nothing’s too far away.
This is pure magic,
Even if it’s only for today.