Saturday, 20th February, 2009
I woke this morning with a funny feeling. I couldn't stop thinking that I shouldn't have declined Kathryn's offer of going into town early. It felt like if I went into town erly, either something good would happen or something bad wouldn't happen. So rang Kathryn and told her that I wanted to go into town about an hour before the movie after all. And so we did.
I bought a new pair of sunglasses for $10. I'm a sunglasses jnkie. They're black and really big, especially at the top. Tey look like 60s/70s glasses. Groovy. XD
So I saw Ghosttown today XD
It was so good! Ricky Gervais was amazing in the movie and he made the role so funny. God. It was such an amazing movie. The two very end lines were so sweet!! I would tell you them but I don't want to ruin the ending. Oh hell, I'll do it anyway. f you dont want the eding [sort of] ruined, then don't read the next few lines:
The girl: It hurts when I smile.
The guy: I can help you with that.
AWWWWWWW!!!! I love that!! ITS SO SWEET!!
^_^
See the trailer of Ghost Town here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CLx7XiOO_Y
I created a box. Well, I didn't create the box, so to speak, but I have a box. And I put bad memories in it. Bad memories, and things that I wish would happen. Then, at the end of every month, I go and I look at everything in the box and then throw it all away and start afresh. I see if the wishes have come true and stuff like that.
I told my friend, Emily, about this box nd she said she was making one as ell, but it was full of good tings and it wasnt hers. It was mine XD
She's gonna fill it up and mail it to me [Because me and emily live about 25 hours away from each other] so I can have it. XD Yayyyyyyy.
Short Stack
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Friday, 19th February, 2009
I found this really good band on itnues. They're called Short Stack. I love their songs; Drop Dead Gorgeous and Princess.
XD
Drop Dead Gorgeous: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xV5bQ7V6fJI
Princess: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXEh86vt5f0
So kahryn rang and wanted to know if I wanted to go to the movies with her tomorrow to see Ghost Town. I said yes XD Then she asked me if I wanted to go into town earlier and look around at smoe shops and things. I said no because I have alot of homework to do and stuff.
This is a really short post.
I found this really good band on itnues. They're called Short Stack. I love their songs; Drop Dead Gorgeous and Princess.
XD
Drop Dead Gorgeous: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xV5bQ7V6fJI
Princess: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXEh86vt5f0
So kahryn rang and wanted to know if I wanted to go to the movies with her tomorrow to see Ghost Town. I said yes XD Then she asked me if I wanted to go into town earlier and look around at smoe shops and things. I said no because I have alot of homework to do and stuff.
This is a really short post.
Continueing
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This is continueing from the last post.
Anyway, like I was saying, the reasons I don't like the bible are:
1. The way it contradicts science. I believe in evolution, which has evidence to prove it. How much evidence is there that someone blinked and all of a sudden Adam appeared n earth? None, as far as I know. Sorry if Isound bitchy or anything, but quite frankly, evolution has hard evidence.
2. It's sexist. Women ruined everything for men. Blah blah blah. The bible treats women like they are low compared to men. Also, the bible says that because Eve ate the apple, god made childbirth painful.
I don't see how a baby could pop out of a woman's vagina like it was nothing. Pain comes along with the whole exprience.
Also, there's this whole thing about the bible saying that women ruined everything for men. WRONG. Eve ruined everything for humankind, if it did happen at all. You can't take one person's actions and blame them on an entire species.
3. It's against homosexuality. Men and women have a choice of who they should love. As lng as tehy're a good person, it shouldn't matter who they're in love with, as long as they have enough kindness in their heart to love at all.
4. If Noah had to collect some of every animal in the WORLD, how did he get animals from other countries? The bible skips such details.
There is more, but I don't want to sit here naming all the things I find wrong with the bible.
Once again, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying god is evil or jesus is evil or all Christians are devil worshippers or anythingn like that. I'm just saying that the bible was written by MAN. It could have been overexagerated or whatever.
Also, I am not a bible hater or anything. I think it would be the worst thingto ever happen to the world i the bible was proved wrong. The bible has changed so many people's lives for the better. To see all those people fall to pieces would be horrific and possibly deadly or dangerous for some people.
Anyway, like I was saying, the reasons I don't like the bible are:
1. The way it contradicts science. I believe in evolution, which has evidence to prove it. How much evidence is there that someone blinked and all of a sudden Adam appeared n earth? None, as far as I know. Sorry if Isound bitchy or anything, but quite frankly, evolution has hard evidence.
2. It's sexist. Women ruined everything for men. Blah blah blah. The bible treats women like they are low compared to men. Also, the bible says that because Eve ate the apple, god made childbirth painful.
I don't see how a baby could pop out of a woman's vagina like it was nothing. Pain comes along with the whole exprience.
Also, there's this whole thing about the bible saying that women ruined everything for men. WRONG. Eve ruined everything for humankind, if it did happen at all. You can't take one person's actions and blame them on an entire species.
3. It's against homosexuality. Men and women have a choice of who they should love. As lng as tehy're a good person, it shouldn't matter who they're in love with, as long as they have enough kindness in their heart to love at all.
4. If Noah had to collect some of every animal in the WORLD, how did he get animals from other countries? The bible skips such details.
There is more, but I don't want to sit here naming all the things I find wrong with the bible.
Once again, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying god is evil or jesus is evil or all Christians are devil worshippers or anythingn like that. I'm just saying that the bible was written by MAN. It could have been overexagerated or whatever.
Also, I am not a bible hater or anything. I think it would be the worst thingto ever happen to the world i the bible was proved wrong. The bible has changed so many people's lives for the better. To see all those people fall to pieces would be horrific and possibly deadly or dangerous for some people.
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19th February, 2009
So... I realize that I get very frustrated with people very easily. Expecially over the internet.
For example, when I'm talking to peopple on MSN and they ask me how to change their desktop. I tell them what to do, and then they ask em what I mean. So i give them step-by-step instrutions.
Like; Right click on desktop.
Go to properties.
It really, really, annoys me when the person then goes: There's no properties button!
Of course there's a properties button, it's right in frnot of you!!!1
I know i shouldn't get frustrated about stuff like that, but I do. I guess not everyone knows as much about computers as me, but still.
Come on, people!!
Now I'm frustrated just thinking about it!!
I wish I liked coffee.
That sounds weird, but I really think coffee is disgusting. I don't want to think coffee is disgusting.
It just seems so cool to walk into a shop and say; I'll have an expresso.
And then walk out with one of those take-away hot cups things with the lids. Gosh. i'll just have to replace coffee with hot chocolate.
Nobody will know.
I made a list of things I want to do or want to be like. It's not finished, but maybe I'll post it on here later on. It's pretty long and detailed.
I wonder how long it's going to take to finish.
Anyway, in photography today, Shae asked me if I was Christian. I told her no and that I dislike everything the bible is based on. But I'll get to my reasons later.
Anyway, I asked Shae if she was Christian and she said she WAS but then she kinda stopped, and then she started really liking the band Underoath and then she got back into it.
It just blasted me away to think that a band, or anybody that you've never met before, could have that much effect on someone.
I hope that one day I'm going to make that much difference in someone's life.
Anyway, the reasons why I dislike the bible.
Well, lets get something stright, I have nothing against god himself. [If he actually is real. I don't have much opinion on that matter]. And I don't have that much againdt 'Jesus' either, if that's what you're wondering.
It's just the bible I dislike.
Unfortunately, I have to go. More about this later.
So... I realize that I get very frustrated with people very easily. Expecially over the internet.
For example, when I'm talking to peopple on MSN and they ask me how to change their desktop. I tell them what to do, and then they ask em what I mean. So i give them step-by-step instrutions.
Like; Right click on desktop.
Go to properties.
It really, really, annoys me when the person then goes: There's no properties button!
Of course there's a properties button, it's right in frnot of you!!!1
I know i shouldn't get frustrated about stuff like that, but I do. I guess not everyone knows as much about computers as me, but still.
Come on, people!!
Now I'm frustrated just thinking about it!!
I wish I liked coffee.
That sounds weird, but I really think coffee is disgusting. I don't want to think coffee is disgusting.
It just seems so cool to walk into a shop and say; I'll have an expresso.
And then walk out with one of those take-away hot cups things with the lids. Gosh. i'll just have to replace coffee with hot chocolate.
Nobody will know.
I made a list of things I want to do or want to be like. It's not finished, but maybe I'll post it on here later on. It's pretty long and detailed.
I wonder how long it's going to take to finish.
Anyway, in photography today, Shae asked me if I was Christian. I told her no and that I dislike everything the bible is based on. But I'll get to my reasons later.
Anyway, I asked Shae if she was Christian and she said she WAS but then she kinda stopped, and then she started really liking the band Underoath and then she got back into it.
It just blasted me away to think that a band, or anybody that you've never met before, could have that much effect on someone.
I hope that one day I'm going to make that much difference in someone's life.
Anyway, the reasons why I dislike the bible.
Well, lets get something stright, I have nothing against god himself. [If he actually is real. I don't have much opinion on that matter]. And I don't have that much againdt 'Jesus' either, if that's what you're wondering.
It's just the bible I dislike.
Unfortunately, I have to go. More about this later.
Gym.
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Wednesday, 18th Februry, 2009
Well my friend made me a book called; 'How To Be More Outgoing Like Eloise'. [Eloise is the one who made it].
Eloise is a really nice friend and she's really funny and outgoing.
Anyway, she made this book because of a conversation we had in class the other day.
Me: Wow, eloise. You're really outgoing.
Eloise: That was random.
Me: Like, you could stand up in front of this class and say anything you want and not get nervous.
Eloise: I'll write you a book about being outgoing!
Me: Okay XD
She took up about 40 pages of an A4 book!! i didn't exctly mean she had to write THAT much! Anyway, the rest of the book is going to be our letter book so that's pretty cool.
I took my first 'picture' in photography class. It got developed and stuff. We didnt use a camera or anything, we just exposed our papaer to light with things sitting on it. Example; I had a stick and some leaves on my paper. When i exposed my paper to light [using a pojector type thingy in the dark room] the paper turned black excpt for the leaves and things, which turned white.
I then had to put it in all the chemicls and sutff. It turned out pretty good in my opinion.
So every Wednesday at school, we have sport the last two periods instead of class. This term, for my sport, I go to the gym with a few of my friends. We have to ctch a bus from school to the gym. The gym is close to my house so I walk home with Claire, who lives near me.
It was cloudy when we walked back and I was exhausted from the class [As were most people who did it, except for the instructor]
So we stopped at the petrol station and I got a Magnum icecream.
Now, PETROL STATIONS ARE SO EXPENSIVE!!!!
I paid $3.70 for that icecream. At omst places it would be $3. Gosh.
Next week, me and Claire are getting our icecreams from Civic Video.
Well my friend made me a book called; 'How To Be More Outgoing Like Eloise'. [Eloise is the one who made it].
Eloise is a really nice friend and she's really funny and outgoing.
Anyway, she made this book because of a conversation we had in class the other day.
Me: Wow, eloise. You're really outgoing.
Eloise: That was random.
Me: Like, you could stand up in front of this class and say anything you want and not get nervous.
Eloise: I'll write you a book about being outgoing!
Me: Okay XD
She took up about 40 pages of an A4 book!! i didn't exctly mean she had to write THAT much! Anyway, the rest of the book is going to be our letter book so that's pretty cool.
I took my first 'picture' in photography class. It got developed and stuff. We didnt use a camera or anything, we just exposed our papaer to light with things sitting on it. Example; I had a stick and some leaves on my paper. When i exposed my paper to light [using a pojector type thingy in the dark room] the paper turned black excpt for the leaves and things, which turned white.
I then had to put it in all the chemicls and sutff. It turned out pretty good in my opinion.
So every Wednesday at school, we have sport the last two periods instead of class. This term, for my sport, I go to the gym with a few of my friends. We have to ctch a bus from school to the gym. The gym is close to my house so I walk home with Claire, who lives near me.
It was cloudy when we walked back and I was exhausted from the class [As were most people who did it, except for the instructor]
So we stopped at the petrol station and I got a Magnum icecream.
Now, PETROL STATIONS ARE SO EXPENSIVE!!!!
I paid $3.70 for that icecream. At omst places it would be $3. Gosh.
Next week, me and Claire are getting our icecreams from Civic Video.
Jelly Bellys.
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Sunday, 15th February, 2009
I really have to make this blog more regualr instead of just posting a billion things on one day.
I will try doing that when I finish these few blogs.
So today, I went to the markets. Once again, not to work, just to look around. We drove a whole hour to get to the markets, but it was raining, so there was only like... 5 stalls there and they weren't very good.
I was looking forward to checking out the second-hand stalls.
After the markets, we went shopping. I bought a packet of.... Jelly Bellys!!!!
I LOVE JELLY BELLIES!!!!
http://www.jellybelly.com/
For those non-Australians, Jelly Belly(s) are the NICET JELLY BEANS EVER!!!!1
They have heaps of really nice flavours.
The only flavour I don't like is buttered poopcorn.
And yes, I have tasted Bertie Botts Every Flavoured Beans. My friend's dad sen her over some from America or something.
Never ever haev a grass-flavoured or vomit-flavoured jely beans. I was litterally GAGGING on the vmit-flavoured one. It tasted so real!!
I believe I think too much. About everything. I can't really explain it. I jsut ovrthink EVERYTHING to the point where nothing makes sense to anyone but me.
I don't know if that's normal or not.
We got home and I found out I lef the straightener on the whole time we were out.
I got in trouble for that.
I was looking for something [I can't remember what] when I found this bangle that I have been looking for for AGES!! I was so shocked when I found it ehind my cupboard. My friend gave it to me about a month ago for a birthday present and I haven't been able to find it. Yay!
It says something in my journal like; 'Dress-like-me-cool'. I wish I knew what that meant.It would be nice.
On the way home, in the car, I was listening to Podcasts on my iPod. I have alot of Ricky Gervis podcasts [Which also star Karl Pilkington and Steve Merchant].
Now, let me tell you something, Karl Pilkington is the awesomest person in the world!
Go onto itunes and type in Ricky Gervais and then download as many of their free podcasts as you can! Karl Pilkington = Genious!!
I love him so much that I actully got one of his books flown over from England. I love that book.
Anyway, so on this one podcast I was istening to, they were talking about what Karl's idea of the ultimate animal would be. If you could give an anmal any body and any head, what would the animal look like?
I don't realyl know what mine would be, but I'm interersted to hear what you think.
I thought of a brilliant ending to my Drop The Dagger story! It's going to be fantastic! I have the actual ending ines in my head. I cant wait to finish it!!
I really have to make this blog more regualr instead of just posting a billion things on one day.
I will try doing that when I finish these few blogs.
So today, I went to the markets. Once again, not to work, just to look around. We drove a whole hour to get to the markets, but it was raining, so there was only like... 5 stalls there and they weren't very good.
I was looking forward to checking out the second-hand stalls.
After the markets, we went shopping. I bought a packet of.... Jelly Bellys!!!!
I LOVE JELLY BELLIES!!!!
http://www.jellybelly.com/
For those non-Australians, Jelly Belly(s) are the NICET JELLY BEANS EVER!!!!1
They have heaps of really nice flavours.
The only flavour I don't like is buttered poopcorn.
And yes, I have tasted Bertie Botts Every Flavoured Beans. My friend's dad sen her over some from America or something.
Never ever haev a grass-flavoured or vomit-flavoured jely beans. I was litterally GAGGING on the vmit-flavoured one. It tasted so real!!
I believe I think too much. About everything. I can't really explain it. I jsut ovrthink EVERYTHING to the point where nothing makes sense to anyone but me.
I don't know if that's normal or not.
We got home and I found out I lef the straightener on the whole time we were out.
I got in trouble for that.
I was looking for something [I can't remember what] when I found this bangle that I have been looking for for AGES!! I was so shocked when I found it ehind my cupboard. My friend gave it to me about a month ago for a birthday present and I haven't been able to find it. Yay!
It says something in my journal like; 'Dress-like-me-cool'. I wish I knew what that meant.It would be nice.
On the way home, in the car, I was listening to Podcasts on my iPod. I have alot of Ricky Gervis podcasts [Which also star Karl Pilkington and Steve Merchant].
Now, let me tell you something, Karl Pilkington is the awesomest person in the world!
Go onto itunes and type in Ricky Gervais and then download as many of their free podcasts as you can! Karl Pilkington = Genious!!
I love him so much that I actully got one of his books flown over from England. I love that book.
Anyway, so on this one podcast I was istening to, they were talking about what Karl's idea of the ultimate animal would be. If you could give an anmal any body and any head, what would the animal look like?
I don't realyl know what mine would be, but I'm interersted to hear what you think.
I thought of a brilliant ending to my Drop The Dagger story! It's going to be fantastic! I have the actual ending ines in my head. I cant wait to finish it!!
Pork and Beans!?
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14th February, 2009
So there's this song and its called: Pork and Beans.
Now, it's not really like mst of the songs I listen to, bt I love it. The chorus is so inpiring and the video clip is pretty funny if you are a you-tube lover and have seen alot of populr videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muP9eH2p2PI
Check out the song by following that link.
I'ma do the things that want to do, I ain't got a thing to prove to you. I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans, excuse my mannors if I make a scene. I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like, I'm fine and dandy with the me inside. One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink, I don't give a hoot about what you think.
Really good song.
Anyway, so it's Valentines Day. Fantastic (Sarcasm)
Nah... I don't have THAT much against valentines day. Not REALLY...
I rang Kathryn and bronte to see if they wanted to do something today.
They didn't.
At first I was really down abou tnot having anything to do but then I jsut had a really relaxing and peaceful day and I was glad that I didn't do anything.
It was like.. fate or something.
Hahaha.
I played my drums for abut half an hour or something. Then I messed around with the keyboard and bass guitar for a while. We have a music room. It's not very big, but it's good enough.
I did some of my homework and caught up on alot of things. Then I wrote some poems and stories on the computer. My neighbour signed into MSN and asked me to play the drums again, so I did.
Plus, it rained. I love rain, so all in all, it was a good day today.
So there's this song and its called: Pork and Beans.
Now, it's not really like mst of the songs I listen to, bt I love it. The chorus is so inpiring and the video clip is pretty funny if you are a you-tube lover and have seen alot of populr videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muP9eH2p2PI
Check out the song by following that link.
I'ma do the things that want to do, I ain't got a thing to prove to you. I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans, excuse my mannors if I make a scene. I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like, I'm fine and dandy with the me inside. One look in the mirror and I'm tickled pink, I don't give a hoot about what you think.
Really good song.
Anyway, so it's Valentines Day. Fantastic (Sarcasm)
Nah... I don't have THAT much against valentines day. Not REALLY...
I rang Kathryn and bronte to see if they wanted to do something today.
They didn't.
At first I was really down abou tnot having anything to do but then I jsut had a really relaxing and peaceful day and I was glad that I didn't do anything.
It was like.. fate or something.
Hahaha.
I played my drums for abut half an hour or something. Then I messed around with the keyboard and bass guitar for a while. We have a music room. It's not very big, but it's good enough.
I did some of my homework and caught up on alot of things. Then I wrote some poems and stories on the computer. My neighbour signed into MSN and asked me to play the drums again, so I did.
Plus, it rained. I love rain, so all in all, it was a good day today.
Sup bra.
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Friday 13th February, 2009.
Sup, brah?
'Bra'. That word annoys me so much when it is being used to refer to another person. 'Sup bra?' 'How's life, bra?'
Gah. Be creative and try to use a word that doesn't involve a woman's breast.
So it's Friday 13th. Freaky Friday. Black Friday. Evvvvvil Friday.
Okay, so I made up that last one, but you get the idea.
Does anyone believe in that bad luck stuff? I believe in Karma, but I have nthing against black cats, ladders, broken mirrors, indoors umbrellas or any other 'bad omen' thing.
You make your own luck.
Anyway, so today, Jimmy and I waved at each other. It's a start I suppose. I don't like him anymore. I like someone else.
Someone that I went out with about a year ago. Someone who dumped me. Someone who I forogt about for a year because he was in none of my classes. Someone who is now in alot of my classes.
Someone I don't WANT to like, but unfortuntely do.
Jimmy would be better.
My friend has asked me if I want to be in a youtube video. I said sure. It's a funny parody of the music video for Paramore's song; Decode.
Should be interesting.
Also, we might do a funny New Moon trailor or something. Not exactly sure how that will turn out.
Valentines Day tomorrow.
I don't like Valentine's Day that much. Probably because every Valentine's day, I've never had a boyfriend. I don't care that much, but Valentines Day is just depressing for a large ercantage of the teenage world.
Wtf is wrong with people who make these days?
Sup, brah?
'Bra'. That word annoys me so much when it is being used to refer to another person. 'Sup bra?' 'How's life, bra?'
Gah. Be creative and try to use a word that doesn't involve a woman's breast.
So it's Friday 13th. Freaky Friday. Black Friday. Evvvvvil Friday.
Okay, so I made up that last one, but you get the idea.
Does anyone believe in that bad luck stuff? I believe in Karma, but I have nthing against black cats, ladders, broken mirrors, indoors umbrellas or any other 'bad omen' thing.
You make your own luck.
Anyway, so today, Jimmy and I waved at each other. It's a start I suppose. I don't like him anymore. I like someone else.
Someone that I went out with about a year ago. Someone who dumped me. Someone who I forogt about for a year because he was in none of my classes. Someone who is now in alot of my classes.
Someone I don't WANT to like, but unfortuntely do.
Jimmy would be better.
My friend has asked me if I want to be in a youtube video. I said sure. It's a funny parody of the music video for Paramore's song; Decode.
Should be interesting.
Also, we might do a funny New Moon trailor or something. Not exactly sure how that will turn out.
Valentines Day tomorrow.
I don't like Valentine's Day that much. Probably because every Valentine's day, I've never had a boyfriend. I don't care that much, but Valentines Day is just depressing for a large ercantage of the teenage world.
Wtf is wrong with people who make these days?
Men.
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Thursday, 12th February, 2009
Men! GRRR!!! Frustrting much!? Moody bastards. Worse than a PMSng teenage girl.
Well! Today I forgot to take my wallet to schol for like... the first day ever!! So got on the bus this morning without my bus pass. My bus driver got angry. No big deal.
THEN I wante to show Mikalea my old ID card from when I had dyed blonde hair, but my ID card, of course, was in my wallet.
Anyway, first peeriod, I had o idea where I was going because, of course, my imeble is in my wallet!! Luckily I ran into one of my clasmates. Literally.
So then anyway, we had school photos! Fantastic (Sarcasm).
Then at lunch these people came around selling cans of drink for the people suffering from the Victorian bushfires. I went to get my money, when I realzied it was in my wallet!!!!!
And then in the afternoon, Kathryn has singing practise so I caught Casey's bus home. Now, keep in mind that I have CAUGHT CASEY'S BUS 4 OR 5 TMES IN THE LAST WEEK!!
Well, I didn't have my bus pass. So anyway, I got on the bus and Rodney (Te bus driver who's daughter plays on my netball team. So also keep in mind this guy knows me from out of school!!!)well he didn't even look at me when I got on. So anyway, I went and sat beside Casey.
One minute later, Rodney gets up and storms towards me. "I DIDN'T SEE YOUR BUS PASS!!!"
Me: "Yeah. I forgot it today, sorry. One of the first times ever."
Him: "WHAT BUS DO YOU USUALLY CATCH!?"
Me: "...Seven."
Him: WHY AREN'T YOU ON THAT BUS!?
Me: 'I've caught this bus before. I'm going to Casey's house!" (Which was a lie)
Him: "First and last time!!!!"
Me: *Thinks: Wtf? I just told you that I've caught this bus before.*
Him: YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING TO ME HEN YOU GOT ON THE BUS AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS VERY RUDE!!!
Me: *Dumbfounded* But I said hi!
Him: "DON'T DO THIS AGAIN!!"
Me: o.O???
Him: *Storms back up to the front of the bus*
GRRRR!!! >.< I have freedom to catch whatever bus I like. There are SPARE SEATS on Casey's bus, and on my bus, people are fucking standing up!! Yet, Rodney doesn't let anyone frm my bus catch his bus. My fucking god, talk about a moody and grumpy man! Then, he yelled at a heap of other kids.
Wtf dude? Tae your anger elsewhere. It's not fair tht you take your loser middle aged problems out on people 30 years younger than you!! Oh yeah, that makes you tough!! TOTAllY!!!
GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Men! GRRR!!! Frustrting much!? Moody bastards. Worse than a PMSng teenage girl.
Well! Today I forgot to take my wallet to schol for like... the first day ever!! So got on the bus this morning without my bus pass. My bus driver got angry. No big deal.
THEN I wante to show Mikalea my old ID card from when I had dyed blonde hair, but my ID card, of course, was in my wallet.
Anyway, first peeriod, I had o idea where I was going because, of course, my imeble is in my wallet!! Luckily I ran into one of my clasmates. Literally.
So then anyway, we had school photos! Fantastic (Sarcasm).
Then at lunch these people came around selling cans of drink for the people suffering from the Victorian bushfires. I went to get my money, when I realzied it was in my wallet!!!!!
And then in the afternoon, Kathryn has singing practise so I caught Casey's bus home. Now, keep in mind that I have CAUGHT CASEY'S BUS 4 OR 5 TMES IN THE LAST WEEK!!
Well, I didn't have my bus pass. So anyway, I got on the bus and Rodney (Te bus driver who's daughter plays on my netball team. So also keep in mind this guy knows me from out of school!!!)well he didn't even look at me when I got on. So anyway, I went and sat beside Casey.
One minute later, Rodney gets up and storms towards me. "I DIDN'T SEE YOUR BUS PASS!!!"
Me: "Yeah. I forgot it today, sorry. One of the first times ever."
Him: "WHAT BUS DO YOU USUALLY CATCH!?"
Me: "...Seven."
Him: WHY AREN'T YOU ON THAT BUS!?
Me: 'I've caught this bus before. I'm going to Casey's house!" (Which was a lie)
Him: "First and last time!!!!"
Me: *Thinks: Wtf? I just told you that I've caught this bus before.*
Him: YOU DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING TO ME HEN YOU GOT ON THE BUS AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS VERY RUDE!!!
Me: *Dumbfounded* But I said hi!
Him: "DON'T DO THIS AGAIN!!"
Me: o.O???
Him: *Storms back up to the front of the bus*
GRRRR!!! >.< I have freedom to catch whatever bus I like. There are SPARE SEATS on Casey's bus, and on my bus, people are fucking standing up!! Yet, Rodney doesn't let anyone frm my bus catch his bus. My fucking god, talk about a moody and grumpy man! Then, he yelled at a heap of other kids.
Wtf dude? Tae your anger elsewhere. It's not fair tht you take your loser middle aged problems out on people 30 years younger than you!! Oh yeah, that makes you tough!! TOTAllY!!!
GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well...
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Wednesday, 11th February, 2009
I got out of bed this morning happy and refreshed. I left home sad and angry. I arrived at the bus stop only to cheer up. I sat on the bus angry. I went to school happy. I spent recess confused and sad. I spent science feeling uplifted and proud. I spent English feeling happy. I spent the bus trip thinking about everything. Mostly things that resulted in being sad. I spent sport feeling amazingly happy. I walked home amazingly happy. I walked in the door of my house a little down. I sat at the computer. I got depressed. I cried. I then got better, at peace with my situation. Then I got sad again, which resulted in crying. Then, I got slightly better.
Right now, I can't decide what I'm feeling. Sad, content, depressed, pathetic. I don't know where to start.
Well actually, right now, I'm content. I'm sure that will change within the next hour.
Jimmy and I aren't going out anymore. We're just friends.
Brilliant, isn't it?
The first guy I ever hooked up with and bam! The next day I get dumped. Man, I feel so good about myself! (Sarcasm).
Oh, now I'm angry. [Just incase you wanted to know]. Oh, now I'm not angry. I'm sad. Sad/Content. I don't know.
My friend is trying to cheer me up. For some reason, it just makes me sadder. I wouldn’t tell him that though.
Jimmy asked me if I was okay. What am I supposed to say? "Yes. I'm absolutely fine. Quite cheery, actually. You just made my day!"
Well I didn't say that. I told him I was fine. I think he believed me.
I wish he cared.
Well I just found something out.
Emily knew. Emily knew that Jimmy didn't like me. She knew before I talked to her yesterday. She sat there, listening to me talk about everything, and she didn't say a word. She asked me if I am mad at her. I was, but now, I'm not. I'm not anything. This was my reply to her:
"I want to say that I'm mad. And I want to say that I'm depressed, and I want to say I'm happy, and I want to say I'm fine. I want to say I'm content. I want to tell you I'm in pain. I want to tell you I'm in fucking agony.
But actually, I don't feel anything. Nothing. It's like I'm on auto. Like a robot. The only thing I feel is air rushing in and then out of my lungs. I barely feel the keys under my fingertips. The fan is making my skin cold, but I don't notice it. It seems like I don't notice anything anymore. I didn't notice that Jimmy didn't like me. I didn't notice that one of my best friends was hiding a secret from me while I made a fool out of myself.
And you know what? It is just… indescribable. Like I'm below emotions. They can't touch me from where I am. I was fine. I was fucking fine until you told me that. I snapped. It's not your fault. But I snapped. And now I've snapped so far that the words I'm writing don't even seem to make sense to me. I'm not thinking like I normally do. My brain has no part in these words. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm not strong.
Oh look. Now I have tears in my eyes. I don't think I can really feel them either. I don't know why they're there. I'm not sad. I don't think I'm unhappy. I can not tell. Tonight, I'll sleep. And I'll wake up,
and I'll be content. And then my 'dad' is guaranteed to say something. Something that will make me feel not good enough. Something that will suggest or inform me that I'm doing something wrong. And then I'll get angry.
Then I might go into my room. And then I might cry. Or get my scissors and scratch at my skin until it bleeds. Then I might feel better. Still angry. Maybe still sad. But better.
And at least I'll be feeling something. And then I'll go to school. And I will be happy. And I say be, because I won't just be acting. I don't just pretend to be happy. At school, I laugh, and it's genuine. At school, I'm happy and it's for real. Anywhere when I'm with my friends, I'm happy.
If I get sad at school, then I'll act sad. I don't hide it. I don't get sad at school often though. So tomorrow, I'll be fine. But right now, I'm not sure if fine is the right word."
I added some into it then, but I guess that sums it up.
I feel… content right now. It's blurry. It's faded. But it's there somewhere. So tomorrow, I'll be better. I promise.
The thing that makes me feel… worse, I guess. Is the fact that deep down, I think I knew he didn't like me. And I don't think I liked him.
Since the day we started going out, I haven't been sleeping well. I guess tonight will bring out whether that my guilt is why I have not been sleeping.
Also, when we kissed, there wasn't anything there. It was… mechanical. Like, I could have been kissing anyone and it would have felt the same. It wasn't extremely special. I don't know.
Also, I've been getting a bit emotional a lot lately. I think it had something to do with that.
After these realizations hit me, I suddenly don't feel so bad. Well, I suddenly actually feel something.
I got out of bed this morning happy and refreshed. I left home sad and angry. I arrived at the bus stop only to cheer up. I sat on the bus angry. I went to school happy. I spent recess confused and sad. I spent science feeling uplifted and proud. I spent English feeling happy. I spent the bus trip thinking about everything. Mostly things that resulted in being sad. I spent sport feeling amazingly happy. I walked home amazingly happy. I walked in the door of my house a little down. I sat at the computer. I got depressed. I cried. I then got better, at peace with my situation. Then I got sad again, which resulted in crying. Then, I got slightly better.
Right now, I can't decide what I'm feeling. Sad, content, depressed, pathetic. I don't know where to start.
Well actually, right now, I'm content. I'm sure that will change within the next hour.
Jimmy and I aren't going out anymore. We're just friends.
Brilliant, isn't it?
The first guy I ever hooked up with and bam! The next day I get dumped. Man, I feel so good about myself! (Sarcasm).
Oh, now I'm angry. [Just incase you wanted to know]. Oh, now I'm not angry. I'm sad. Sad/Content. I don't know.
My friend is trying to cheer me up. For some reason, it just makes me sadder. I wouldn’t tell him that though.
Jimmy asked me if I was okay. What am I supposed to say? "Yes. I'm absolutely fine. Quite cheery, actually. You just made my day!"
Well I didn't say that. I told him I was fine. I think he believed me.
I wish he cared.
Well I just found something out.
Emily knew. Emily knew that Jimmy didn't like me. She knew before I talked to her yesterday. She sat there, listening to me talk about everything, and she didn't say a word. She asked me if I am mad at her. I was, but now, I'm not. I'm not anything. This was my reply to her:
"I want to say that I'm mad. And I want to say that I'm depressed, and I want to say I'm happy, and I want to say I'm fine. I want to say I'm content. I want to tell you I'm in pain. I want to tell you I'm in fucking agony.
But actually, I don't feel anything. Nothing. It's like I'm on auto. Like a robot. The only thing I feel is air rushing in and then out of my lungs. I barely feel the keys under my fingertips. The fan is making my skin cold, but I don't notice it. It seems like I don't notice anything anymore. I didn't notice that Jimmy didn't like me. I didn't notice that one of my best friends was hiding a secret from me while I made a fool out of myself.
And you know what? It is just… indescribable. Like I'm below emotions. They can't touch me from where I am. I was fine. I was fucking fine until you told me that. I snapped. It's not your fault. But I snapped. And now I've snapped so far that the words I'm writing don't even seem to make sense to me. I'm not thinking like I normally do. My brain has no part in these words. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm not strong.
Oh look. Now I have tears in my eyes. I don't think I can really feel them either. I don't know why they're there. I'm not sad. I don't think I'm unhappy. I can not tell. Tonight, I'll sleep. And I'll wake up,
and I'll be content. And then my 'dad' is guaranteed to say something. Something that will make me feel not good enough. Something that will suggest or inform me that I'm doing something wrong. And then I'll get angry.
Then I might go into my room. And then I might cry. Or get my scissors and scratch at my skin until it bleeds. Then I might feel better. Still angry. Maybe still sad. But better.
And at least I'll be feeling something. And then I'll go to school. And I will be happy. And I say be, because I won't just be acting. I don't just pretend to be happy. At school, I laugh, and it's genuine. At school, I'm happy and it's for real. Anywhere when I'm with my friends, I'm happy.
If I get sad at school, then I'll act sad. I don't hide it. I don't get sad at school often though. So tomorrow, I'll be fine. But right now, I'm not sure if fine is the right word."
I added some into it then, but I guess that sums it up.
I feel… content right now. It's blurry. It's faded. But it's there somewhere. So tomorrow, I'll be better. I promise.
The thing that makes me feel… worse, I guess. Is the fact that deep down, I think I knew he didn't like me. And I don't think I liked him.
Since the day we started going out, I haven't been sleeping well. I guess tonight will bring out whether that my guilt is why I have not been sleeping.
Also, when we kissed, there wasn't anything there. It was… mechanical. Like, I could have been kissing anyone and it would have felt the same. It wasn't extremely special. I don't know.
Also, I've been getting a bit emotional a lot lately. I think it had something to do with that.
After these realizations hit me, I suddenly don't feel so bad. Well, I suddenly actually feel something.
Two Days In One
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Monday, 9th February, 2009
Nothing extrodinary happened.
Tuesday, 10th February, 2009
Well this morning, I got so angry at my... dad. I accidentally broke a glass. Not that big of a deal, right? Well wrong, according to him. He got so angry. And then he got angry at some other little things I did. Accidents happen.
It's like I'm never good enough. Everything I do is wrong.
I walked to the bus stop, and I was fuming with anger. I got on the bus, and I was angry. And then I realized that being angry at everyone won't solve anything. And then simple as that, my anger melted and I stopped being angry.
My mood changes easily.
On a different note, Jimmy and I hooked up. (French-kissed, I think it's called) It was my first. I don't know how to explain it. It was good, but... I don't know. Mechanical maybe? I don't know. It was good and everything, but I didn't really feel much of anything.
And just before we kissed, when were about... 5cm apart, I laughed. Ugh. I laughed slightly. What is wrong with me? Who does that? Who laughs when they're about to hook up!?
Oh well I guess.
That was at the end of lunch. I'm skimming over everything quickly because I have to get off the internet soon.
So then, the period after lunch, I told Bronte what happened. She told me she saw a bit [jimmy and I were away from any large groups of people and the bell had just gone so I assumed not many people saw] and she told me that a few people saw. And then she said: You're not going to have sex with him are you!?
I did not know how to react to that. Whether to be offended, hurt, or just weirded out. I told her that I definetely would not be.
And anyway, that period we had a test that I had not studied for. Luckily I aced it, even though I was really worried about it.
So anyway, I got home that day, and my dad got really angry over the littlest thing. I hate it. I hate it so much.
I told Emily about me and Jimmy. She didn't seem that happy for me. I don't know why. Maybe I talk about myself to much to her. I'll start talking about her more.
Nothing extrodinary happened.
Tuesday, 10th February, 2009
Well this morning, I got so angry at my... dad. I accidentally broke a glass. Not that big of a deal, right? Well wrong, according to him. He got so angry. And then he got angry at some other little things I did. Accidents happen.
It's like I'm never good enough. Everything I do is wrong.
I walked to the bus stop, and I was fuming with anger. I got on the bus, and I was angry. And then I realized that being angry at everyone won't solve anything. And then simple as that, my anger melted and I stopped being angry.
My mood changes easily.
On a different note, Jimmy and I hooked up. (French-kissed, I think it's called) It was my first. I don't know how to explain it. It was good, but... I don't know. Mechanical maybe? I don't know. It was good and everything, but I didn't really feel much of anything.
And just before we kissed, when were about... 5cm apart, I laughed. Ugh. I laughed slightly. What is wrong with me? Who does that? Who laughs when they're about to hook up!?
Oh well I guess.
That was at the end of lunch. I'm skimming over everything quickly because I have to get off the internet soon.
So then, the period after lunch, I told Bronte what happened. She told me she saw a bit [jimmy and I were away from any large groups of people and the bell had just gone so I assumed not many people saw] and she told me that a few people saw. And then she said: You're not going to have sex with him are you!?
I did not know how to react to that. Whether to be offended, hurt, or just weirded out. I told her that I definetely would not be.
And anyway, that period we had a test that I had not studied for. Luckily I aced it, even though I was really worried about it.
So anyway, I got home that day, and my dad got really angry over the littlest thing. I hate it. I hate it so much.
I told Emily about me and Jimmy. She didn't seem that happy for me. I don't know why. Maybe I talk about myself to much to her. I'll start talking about her more.
Slaughter House Road?
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Sunday, 8th February, 2009
I went to a market today. One that I didn't work at. I just looked around. I bought two books. One of them was called; 'Hickory Dickory Dock' and it's by Agatha Christie. Published in 1956. I haven't started it, but it looks awesome. The other one is called Tracy, and it's about Hurricane Tracy which wiped out Darwin a in 1974 I think it was. It looks pretty good.
I got both books for $3 TOGETHER. I thought that was pretty good.
At the markets, there was a bunch of oldish stuff. I took some pictures. Here they are:
Some cows crossed the road in front of us. As we drove past the street they were going into, I saw that it was called: 'Slaughter House Lane'. That shocked me a little.
We then went shopping. I saw a really awesome radio. It was designed to look old, but still new at the same time. I don't know if that makes sense.
We walked around Bunnings for ages. Bunnings is a hardware store. It's MASSIVE!!! It was extremmely boring. I hate walked around Bunnings.
Well Jimmy asked me out. On MSN. I said yes. I don't know what I'm feeling. I like him, but... I don't know. I guess time will tell.
I went to a market today. One that I didn't work at. I just looked around. I bought two books. One of them was called; 'Hickory Dickory Dock' and it's by Agatha Christie. Published in 1956. I haven't started it, but it looks awesome. The other one is called Tracy, and it's about Hurricane Tracy which wiped out Darwin a in 1974 I think it was. It looks pretty good.
I got both books for $3 TOGETHER. I thought that was pretty good.
At the markets, there was a bunch of oldish stuff. I took some pictures. Here they are:
Some cows crossed the road in front of us. As we drove past the street they were going into, I saw that it was called: 'Slaughter House Lane'. That shocked me a little.
We then went shopping. I saw a really awesome radio. It was designed to look old, but still new at the same time. I don't know if that makes sense.
We walked around Bunnings for ages. Bunnings is a hardware store. It's MASSIVE!!! It was extremmely boring. I hate walked around Bunnings.
Well Jimmy asked me out. On MSN. I said yes. I don't know what I'm feeling. I like him, but... I don't know. I guess time will tell.
Yesman?
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Saturday, 7th February, 2009
I saw Yesman today.
It was fucking amazing. The best fucking movie I have seen in a long time.
The storyline: Amazing. And, surprisingly uplifting. I am going to take every opportunity I possibly can.
The comedy: Brilliant. One of the funniest movies I have seen in a long time.
The acting: Amazing. Jim Carrey has still got it. He's fantastic. He looks alot older, but he's still brilliant. Zoey Deschanel played her part awesomely as well. She fitted the role well.
The conclusion: One of the best movies I have seen in a long time. Equal to Benjamin Button, and that was a really fucking good movie.
I saw the movie with Kathryn, and I bought a packet of peanut M&Ms. Just incase you wanted to know.
After the movies, Kathryn and I went to the park. I climbed some trees with my new, yes-to-everything attitude. I scratched my arm on a branch and I accidentally left my headband there. It was black and white with a bow on it, never to be seen again.
RIP Beloved headband.
I took Kathryn to my house and showed her the animated Ghosttown trailor. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNBB7uoY2J4
Click there to see it. I haven't seen the actual movie, but I love Ricky Gervais's acting and podcasts, so I do plan on seeing that movie.
On a different note, I think I like Jimmy. And, I think he likes me too. Interesting, really. I wonder where this will go.
I bought a song today. Ultraviolet by The Stiff Dylans. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pmqi21YMJP4 Check it out.
Also, something I forgot to mention on the last post, ont he bus on the way home from school, two year 7 girls sat in front of Kathryn and I. I can't remember what we were talking about, but Kathryn and I both started laughing really really hard. The two year 7 girls turned around and stared at us like we were insane. Just to amuse both myself and Kathryn, I stopped laughing and smiled rather insanely at the two year 7s. They turned around quickly after that. Kathryn and I started laughing harder.
We scared 'em good.
CBOX
I saw Yesman today.
It was fucking amazing. The best fucking movie I have seen in a long time.
The storyline: Amazing. And, surprisingly uplifting. I am going to take every opportunity I possibly can.
The comedy: Brilliant. One of the funniest movies I have seen in a long time.
The acting: Amazing. Jim Carrey has still got it. He's fantastic. He looks alot older, but he's still brilliant. Zoey Deschanel played her part awesomely as well. She fitted the role well.
The conclusion: One of the best movies I have seen in a long time. Equal to Benjamin Button, and that was a really fucking good movie.
I saw the movie with Kathryn, and I bought a packet of peanut M&Ms. Just incase you wanted to know.
After the movies, Kathryn and I went to the park. I climbed some trees with my new, yes-to-everything attitude. I scratched my arm on a branch and I accidentally left my headband there. It was black and white with a bow on it, never to be seen again.
RIP Beloved headband.
I took Kathryn to my house and showed her the animated Ghosttown trailor. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNBB7uoY2J4
Click there to see it. I haven't seen the actual movie, but I love Ricky Gervais's acting and podcasts, so I do plan on seeing that movie.
On a different note, I think I like Jimmy. And, I think he likes me too. Interesting, really. I wonder where this will go.
I bought a song today. Ultraviolet by The Stiff Dylans. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pmqi21YMJP4 Check it out.
Also, something I forgot to mention on the last post, ont he bus on the way home from school, two year 7 girls sat in front of Kathryn and I. I can't remember what we were talking about, but Kathryn and I both started laughing really really hard. The two year 7 girls turned around and stared at us like we were insane. Just to amuse both myself and Kathryn, I stopped laughing and smiled rather insanely at the two year 7s. They turned around quickly after that. Kathryn and I started laughing harder.
We scared 'em good.
CBOX
Information Forgotten?
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Thursday, 5th February, 2009
In my journal, all that is written is: 'Information forgotten'. I guess that means I forgot what I did that day.
Friday, 6th February, 2009
For the first two periods of the day, our teachers held a strike so no classes were running. Instead of catching my bus in the morning all alone [Because mum and dad wouldn't drive me to school at 10 am. They said I could just catch the bus] So I walked down to Casey's bus stop and caught the bus with her.
I was very glad when the bus driver let me on even though I don't normally catch his bus. I think it had something to do with the fact that I play netball with his daughter.
So anyway, we went to school and hung out with Bronte and Micaela (the new girl) and stuff. We were going to walk into town but we thought nahhh. I got a free milkshake though.
Hannah came back from in town holding a milkshake and she gave it to me. It was a lime milkshake.
I've never had a lime milkshake before but it was nice. I liked it.
Third period, Amelia was telling me about the Drama class she had just had. She said she had to choose a person to copy. She had a week to prepare her act. She told me that she was going to copy me.
So at lunch that day, she sat beside me writing notes about the things I did. They went something like this:
1. Often randomly yells out words to grab people's attention and then tells an over exagerated story that make people laugh either at the things she says or at her.
2. Trips over often. Accidentally gets hurt often.
3. Laughs more at her own jokes than anybody else. Often, she is the only one laughing at her jokes.
4. Worries about small things.
5. Self concsious at times, compeltely not caring at others.
6. Slightly bi-polar.
I'm not quite sure if I should be honoured or offended.
One annoying thing I do is take my camera to school and take pictures of people.
I don't think my friends like it very much.
The first picture: Blake & Hannah
Second: Emily
Third: Kiah
Fourth: Kathryn
Fifth: Emily & Elosie
Sixth: A bit of Mikaela [Who was moving to get out of the picture] and me with my attempt at an insane smile and with a hairband around my finger.
That is how we roll.
So anyway, at lunch, Amelia turns to me and says: "Did you do your science homework?"
I blink at her a few times before yelling out "Sh*t/F*ck" and pulling my science book out of my bag.
I then proceeded to leave my group and go sit with Darbi who was also completeing her science homework.
Once I was done, Jimmy came over. I then convinced him toshow me him doing a backflip. His mum found out and he got grounded.
I felt bad after that.
Fifth period I had English. Now, Bronte talks very loudly. SO anyway, I was just sitting there and all of a sudden I hear Bronte's voice from a few seats beside me:
"AND THEN HE FALLS IN LOVE WITH HER BUT SHE DOESN'T LOVE HIM AND THEN HE..."
She yells this at KAthryn whilst repeatedly banging her fists on the table. Alot of the class was staring at her. It was very entertaining.
Also in english, I stole Amelia's paperclip. I pretended to lick it, but she didn't believe that I did it. I then proceeded to put the entire paperclip in my mouth.
She believed me after that.
After English was last period Science.
That was a lesson to remember.
At the start of the period, Sir collected our homework. I gave mine to him, no worries, but Bronte told him she forgot it. Instead of getting angry like I had expected, he just shrugged. "You get zero" He told her.
I'm not sure she cared.
I then spat the paperclip at Bronte. It missed her face and fell on the ground. She didn't even notice. I picked the paper clip up and handed it to Bronte.
"I got you a present." I told her.
She then put it in her mouth.
"That's been in my mouth." I told her.
She shrugged.
"Also on the floor."
She spat it out after that.
About ten minutes later, I looked at the paperclip. It was bent in a straight line. I started laughing hysterically. "What have you done to Amelia's paperclip?" I asked.
Bronte then explained she didn't know it was Amelia's while apologizing constantly. It didn't really bother me.
Later in the lesson, Bronte and I were laughing as silently as we could. Normally nobody would have noticed, but NOBODY in the class was talking at all. I was laughing with my mouth closed. It probably sounded like I was choking. Bronte as avutally CRYING. LITERALLY.
Everyone was staring at us, but surprisinly, the teacher didn't care nor move either of us. It was so funny. When I had actually calmed down, Bronte squeeled slightly in the middle of laughing. This made me laugh harder.
It was soooo good. I can't even recall what we were laughing at.
Even later in the period, I got my homework back. Looking at it, I realized that I a had accidentally skipped half of it. Yet, I still got a B.
I was very proud.
I'm going to see a movie tomorrow. 'Yesman' Looks awesome from the previews.
CBOX
In my journal, all that is written is: 'Information forgotten'. I guess that means I forgot what I did that day.
Friday, 6th February, 2009
For the first two periods of the day, our teachers held a strike so no classes were running. Instead of catching my bus in the morning all alone [Because mum and dad wouldn't drive me to school at 10 am. They said I could just catch the bus] So I walked down to Casey's bus stop and caught the bus with her.
I was very glad when the bus driver let me on even though I don't normally catch his bus. I think it had something to do with the fact that I play netball with his daughter.
So anyway, we went to school and hung out with Bronte and Micaela (the new girl) and stuff. We were going to walk into town but we thought nahhh. I got a free milkshake though.
Hannah came back from in town holding a milkshake and she gave it to me. It was a lime milkshake.
I've never had a lime milkshake before but it was nice. I liked it.
Third period, Amelia was telling me about the Drama class she had just had. She said she had to choose a person to copy. She had a week to prepare her act. She told me that she was going to copy me.
So at lunch that day, she sat beside me writing notes about the things I did. They went something like this:
1. Often randomly yells out words to grab people's attention and then tells an over exagerated story that make people laugh either at the things she says or at her.
2. Trips over often. Accidentally gets hurt often.
3. Laughs more at her own jokes than anybody else. Often, she is the only one laughing at her jokes.
4. Worries about small things.
5. Self concsious at times, compeltely not caring at others.
6. Slightly bi-polar.
I'm not quite sure if I should be honoured or offended.
One annoying thing I do is take my camera to school and take pictures of people.
I don't think my friends like it very much.
The first picture: Blake & Hannah
Second: Emily
Third: Kiah
Fourth: Kathryn
Fifth: Emily & Elosie
Sixth: A bit of Mikaela [Who was moving to get out of the picture] and me with my attempt at an insane smile and with a hairband around my finger.
That is how we roll.
So anyway, at lunch, Amelia turns to me and says: "Did you do your science homework?"
I blink at her a few times before yelling out "Sh*t/F*ck" and pulling my science book out of my bag.
I then proceeded to leave my group and go sit with Darbi who was also completeing her science homework.
Once I was done, Jimmy came over. I then convinced him toshow me him doing a backflip. His mum found out and he got grounded.
I felt bad after that.
Fifth period I had English. Now, Bronte talks very loudly. SO anyway, I was just sitting there and all of a sudden I hear Bronte's voice from a few seats beside me:
"AND THEN HE FALLS IN LOVE WITH HER BUT SHE DOESN'T LOVE HIM AND THEN HE..."
She yells this at KAthryn whilst repeatedly banging her fists on the table. Alot of the class was staring at her. It was very entertaining.
Also in english, I stole Amelia's paperclip. I pretended to lick it, but she didn't believe that I did it. I then proceeded to put the entire paperclip in my mouth.
She believed me after that.
After English was last period Science.
That was a lesson to remember.
At the start of the period, Sir collected our homework. I gave mine to him, no worries, but Bronte told him she forgot it. Instead of getting angry like I had expected, he just shrugged. "You get zero" He told her.
I'm not sure she cared.
I then spat the paperclip at Bronte. It missed her face and fell on the ground. She didn't even notice. I picked the paper clip up and handed it to Bronte.
"I got you a present." I told her.
She then put it in her mouth.
"That's been in my mouth." I told her.
She shrugged.
"Also on the floor."
She spat it out after that.
About ten minutes later, I looked at the paperclip. It was bent in a straight line. I started laughing hysterically. "What have you done to Amelia's paperclip?" I asked.
Bronte then explained she didn't know it was Amelia's while apologizing constantly. It didn't really bother me.
Later in the lesson, Bronte and I were laughing as silently as we could. Normally nobody would have noticed, but NOBODY in the class was talking at all. I was laughing with my mouth closed. It probably sounded like I was choking. Bronte as avutally CRYING. LITERALLY.
Everyone was staring at us, but surprisinly, the teacher didn't care nor move either of us. It was so funny. When I had actually calmed down, Bronte squeeled slightly in the middle of laughing. This made me laugh harder.
It was soooo good. I can't even recall what we were laughing at.
Even later in the period, I got my homework back. Looking at it, I realized that I a had accidentally skipped half of it. Yet, I still got a B.
I was very proud.
I'm going to see a movie tomorrow. 'Yesman' Looks awesome from the previews.
CBOX
Swimming Carnival?
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Wednesday 4th January, 2009
Today we had a school swimming carnival! It was pretty fun. I, of course, am a horrible swimmer so I did not participate in swimming. BUT I did dress up for my team!
There are four house teams at our school: Kendell, Patterson, Gordon and... uhh.. something else.
My colour is RED! So I wore:
Red shorts, a red singlet, a red hawian shirt, red strand in my hair, red earings AND a red braclet. I looked smashing if I do say so myself.
In these pictures, I was wearing Carissa's glasses and hat. Some people have pictures with me in them so you can see my whole outfit, but sadly, nobody has any on their myspace yet so I couldn't put any up on here.
Oh well.
Also, those glasses hurt my eyes :(
In the first picure, I am with Jess [In the green] and Kirralee [The other person in the red not wearing gaint glasses]. In the second picture, it's just me and in the third I'm with BRONTE!!!
If anyone knows Bronte, Jess, or Kirralee, then don't tell them their pictures are on my blog. They'll kill me slowly and painfully.
So anyway, I took the bus to school and our bus driver dropped everyone [Which wasn't that many people. Alot of people don't come to swimming carnivals cause they're lazy] off at the pool. We had to pay to get in, typically, but anyway, it was all good. We got some good seats in the shade with the rest of our friends and as far as I could tell, everyone had fun.
Closer to the end of the day, my friend who I had never talked to in real life, only on MSN came to talk to me.
Me and Jimmy are BEST buds now XD
He's in year 10, a year older than me. Anyway he has a super bony but and he was sitting on my lap so my legs got hurt. Haha.
So all in all, it was a good day today.
Today we had a school swimming carnival! It was pretty fun. I, of course, am a horrible swimmer so I did not participate in swimming. BUT I did dress up for my team!
There are four house teams at our school: Kendell, Patterson, Gordon and... uhh.. something else.
My colour is RED! So I wore:
Red shorts, a red singlet, a red hawian shirt, red strand in my hair, red earings AND a red braclet. I looked smashing if I do say so myself.
In these pictures, I was wearing Carissa's glasses and hat. Some people have pictures with me in them so you can see my whole outfit, but sadly, nobody has any on their myspace yet so I couldn't put any up on here.
Oh well.
Also, those glasses hurt my eyes :(
In the first picure, I am with Jess [In the green] and Kirralee [The other person in the red not wearing gaint glasses]. In the second picture, it's just me and in the third I'm with BRONTE!!!
If anyone knows Bronte, Jess, or Kirralee, then don't tell them their pictures are on my blog. They'll kill me slowly and painfully.
So anyway, I took the bus to school and our bus driver dropped everyone [Which wasn't that many people. Alot of people don't come to swimming carnivals cause they're lazy] off at the pool. We had to pay to get in, typically, but anyway, it was all good. We got some good seats in the shade with the rest of our friends and as far as I could tell, everyone had fun.
Closer to the end of the day, my friend who I had never talked to in real life, only on MSN came to talk to me.
Me and Jimmy are BEST buds now XD
He's in year 10, a year older than me. Anyway he has a super bony but and he was sitting on my lap so my legs got hurt. Haha.
So all in all, it was a good day today.
DESOLATION ROW!
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Saturday, 31st January, 2009
Guess what I bought today...?
DESOLATION ROW!!!
Desolation Row is My CHemical Romance's new song. I bought it off Itunes, which involved walking half a kilometre down to Target and spending $20 of ym work money on an iTunes card!
I'm a very dedicated fan I like to think.
Anyway, the song is AWESOME!!! I've seen the video clip but it's not yet out in Australia, which sucks. Hopefully it will be out soon!!
Sorry this blog is short.
I AM SKIPPING Mondays & Tuesdays because I didnt write anything down about those days so I cant remember what happened LOL!
CBOX
Guess what I bought today...?
DESOLATION ROW!!!
Desolation Row is My CHemical Romance's new song. I bought it off Itunes, which involved walking half a kilometre down to Target and spending $20 of ym work money on an iTunes card!
I'm a very dedicated fan I like to think.
Anyway, the song is AWESOME!!! I've seen the video clip but it's not yet out in Australia, which sucks. Hopefully it will be out soon!!
Sorry this blog is short.
I AM SKIPPING Mondays & Tuesdays because I didnt write anything down about those days so I cant remember what happened LOL!
CBOX
Poofy Hair
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Friday, 30th January, 2009
WELL. WELL WELL WELL.
This morning, I woke up and the short layers of my hair were pretty much sticking up in the air. It made me stress out. I was almost positive that not even the sraightener would fix that. So I put a hat on and sat inside and 6:30am wearing a hat while eating my breakfast.
The thing that amazed me most was that my mum did not ask me any questions. She looked at my like it was normal for me to be wearing a hat at that time of the morning indoor and then went back to buttering her toast.
I don't know whether I'm happy or hurt.
Well there was a new girl yesterday, but today I talked to her alot more. She seems really nice. I like her XD AND she can play guitar.
Most. Awesome. Thing. Ever.
In class today in PD we were filling in a worksheet all about Marajuana and stuff. Anyway, there was all these questions like: 'Does marajuana contain mroe tar than tabacco?'
Anyway, I did all my questions and when I looked down at the bottom of the page in really small writing it said: 'Why Does Sour Cream Go Off?'
Shit, that made me laugh.
WELL. WELL WELL WELL.
This morning, I woke up and the short layers of my hair were pretty much sticking up in the air. It made me stress out. I was almost positive that not even the sraightener would fix that. So I put a hat on and sat inside and 6:30am wearing a hat while eating my breakfast.
The thing that amazed me most was that my mum did not ask me any questions. She looked at my like it was normal for me to be wearing a hat at that time of the morning indoor and then went back to buttering her toast.
I don't know whether I'm happy or hurt.
Well there was a new girl yesterday, but today I talked to her alot more. She seems really nice. I like her XD AND she can play guitar.
Most. Awesome. Thing. Ever.
In class today in PD we were filling in a worksheet all about Marajuana and stuff. Anyway, there was all these questions like: 'Does marajuana contain mroe tar than tabacco?'
Anyway, I did all my questions and when I looked down at the bottom of the page in really small writing it said: 'Why Does Sour Cream Go Off?'
Shit, that made me laugh.
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